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Im currently 15 and 6' but it doesn't matter cuz i still have hormal acne, if u ever had acne u know what im talking about and how miserable and disgusted u feel when u look at yourself in a mirror, ok moving on. Everyone hates me they call me chopped, pizza face, or even shout to me in public "wash your face pepperoni" I genuinely feel so sad and yet so disgusted of myself everytime I take a look on a mirror I break down bc how ugly I am. When I was 12 I already had acne lwk it was in my worst situation ever and to add more I was fat, and yk I was victim of countless fat jokes and like at the lunch table I was th3 trash can of the table, they would just give me all of their food and stuff to me like and they told me "ohh you're finished tht" like im so type of trash can like they just give me all of their food like Im some trashcan and say tht and they they left me all alone in the cafeteria with all of their food that's why I started sitting alone and some point I didn't even go to the cafeteria to eat lunch anymore obviously I got a lot of insecurities and I js cot used to it to be honest and grew up as a fucking ltn with acne all around my face, I can't even eat healthy my grandpa says tht I don't need to be like this and I should more often and like i feel like I can't ascend on this environment all around with copes. Through th3 years I've lost mostly of my weight cuz I developed an habit of not eating and so on.. Every time I try to talk to my crush her friends just make fun of me and scream tht I would never be with her bc of my face, I can't be living like this im fucking tired, I wish I could rip my skin off and put new one and with my recessed maxilla and mandible, even if I could do that, it won't be enough to fill and the pain I've been carrying through the years.