I hate people, i hate mankind

[nsk4ll]

No matter how i try to act, behave and try to fit in people dont seem to take me seriously, its so unfair i want to live a fair life just like others but people dont let me to do so, i dont get why? What is wrong with me that people notice and i dont? Im so nice, kind, and not absolute dogshit looking. Yet people who look worse than me have better lives than me, i dont get it. I deserve a better life than them. I stopped going out because i dont wantto see those people who are having fun and i dont. All my day is just spending time on my desktop, playing games, rotting on forums. I hate that im a manlet and that nobody accepts me. I just wanna feel a sense of belonging and the feeling of being wanted. Yet i am not desired by anyone. No people want to be friends with me and no women want to be my girlfriend. Life is so unfair, i wish i could get vengeance from these people, perhaps i will and rightfully so. I am made fun for the way i talk, i walk, my body langauge and pretty much everything. Its such an injustice. I will not let this slide, its an injustice towards me. Just because i am aspie and a manlet ive been treated this way since puberty started. I feel nothing but pute hatred, envy and jealousy.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

You are apart of this "people" and "mankind"
You are just as flawed as the rest of us, maybe even more so
Get off your high horse, boy.

 

[Sektor]

Geniuly sounds like my life and the way i think and do things

 

[nsk4ll]

You are apart of this "people" and "mankind"
You are just as flawed as the rest of us, maybe even more so
Get off your high horse, boy.

I do not fit in the environment i am in, this might sound normal to you because you live in west but in slums of baku people like me are deliberately excluded from friendships.

 

[nsk4ll]

I hate all of those people who have it better than me just by existing, whereas i try my best and im still excluded, people dont accept me no matter what i do and i hate them all for it.

 

[nsk4ll]

Geniuly sounds like my life and the way i think and do things

we are so similar then bhai))

 

[nsk4ll]

i hope one day i can get my revenge upon every single one of them

 

[nsk4ll]

jesus i am even ignored on here

 

[Whiteboard7]

No matter how i try to act, behave and try to fit in people dont seem to take me seriously, its so unfair i want to live a fair life just like others but people dont let me to do so, i dont get why? What is wrong with me that people notice and i dont? Im so nice, kind, and not absolute dogshit looking. Yet people who look worse than me have better lives than me, i dont get it. I deserve a better life than them. I stopped going out because i dont wantto see those people who are having fun and i dont. All my day is just spending time on my desktop, playing games, rotting on forums. I hate that im a manlet and that nobody accepts me. I just wanna feel a sense of belonging and the feeling of being wanted. Yet i am not desired by anyone. No people want to be friends with me and no women want to be my girlfriend. Life is so unfair, i wish i could get vengeance from these people, perhaps i will and rightfully so. I am made fun for the way i talk, i walk, my body langauge and pretty much everything. Its such an injustice. I will not let this slide, its an injustice towards me. Just because i am aspie and a manlet ive been treated this way since puberty started. I feel nothing but pute hatred, envy and jealousy.

Sorry to hear that bhai, I feel somewhat similar with your discontent and hatred of life. Hope it gets better

 

[nsk4ll]

Sorry to hear that bhai, I feel somewhat similar with your discontent and hatred of life. Hope it gets better

I hope it gets better too, but things dont seem to go that way
good luck in ur life brocel

 

[Whiteboard7]

I hope it gets better too, but things dont seem to go that way
good luck in ur life brocel

Same here broski, whats your plans for the future, I hope it will get better. I have to go now for school but Ill respond later.

 

[nsk4ll]

Same here broski, whats your plans for the future, I hope it will get better. I have to go now for school but Ill respond later.

Alr bruv good luck
well i dont have any plans for future, if anything it doesnt seem bright

 

[L1mbal]

No matter how i try to act, behave and try to fit in people dont seem to take me seriously, its so unfair i want to live a fair life just like others but people dont let me to do so, i dont get why? What is wrong with me that people notice and i dont? Im so nice, kind, and not absolute dogshit looking. Yet people who look worse than me have better lives than me, i dont get it. I deserve a better life than them. I stopped going out because i dont wantto see those people who are having fun and i dont. All my day is just spending time on my desktop, playing games, rotting on forums. I hate that im a manlet and that nobody accepts me. I just wanna feel a sense of belonging and the feeling of being wanted. Yet i am not desired by anyone. No people want to be friends with me and no women want to be my girlfriend. Life is so unfair, i wish i could get vengeance from these people, perhaps i will and rightfully so. I am made fun for the way i talk, i walk, my body langauge and pretty much everything. Its such an injustice. I will not let this slide, its an injustice towards me. Just because i am aspie and a manlet ive been treated this way since puberty started. I feel nothing but pute hatred, envy and jealousy.

 

[nsk4ll]

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[hej1377]

I think you should steroidmax as it might make people respect you more

And just try to jestermax as much as possible and try to do as much as you can even if youre high inhib

 

[nsk4ll]

I think you should steroidmax as it might make people respect you more

And just try to jestermax as much as possible and try to do as much as you can even if youre high inhib

I have no connections whatsoever
Tried that oncr, i cant jestermaxx i feel like killing myself after i do that
I cant find stereoids either in my secluded area and i cant sustain it throughout months consistently

 

[Ascension/777]

just give up on fitting in. Make connections with other outcasts

 

[hej1377]

I have no connections whatsoever
Tried that oncr, i cant jestermaxx i feel like killing myself after i do that
I cant find stereoids either in my secluded area and i cant sustain it throughout months consistently

Moght wanna try drugs, low dose ket can dissociate you a bit and lower inhib without detrimenting your health and making you a retard but the opposite ad cause synaptogenesis to potentially perma ntmax you

 

[nsk4ll]

just give up on fitting in. Make connections with other outcasts

Irony is i literally never saw any outcasts except me, even if i find one i dont think i can even start a convo with him/her

 

[nsk4ll]

Moght wanna try drugs, low dose ket can dissociate you a bit and lower inhib without detrimenting your health and making you a retard but the opposite ad cause synaptogenesis to potentially perma ntmax you

I will try that
Thanks

 

[Kurdishcoper]

dnr

 

[nsk4ll]

dnr

k

 

[Kurdishcoper]

Moght wanna try drugs, low dose ket can dissociate you a bit and lower inhib without detrimenting your health and making you a retard but the opposite ad cause synaptogenesis to potentially perma ntmax you

Does ket not affect ur bladder? correct me if im wrong, ive never tried ket

 

[Kurdishcoper]

k

sorry mister, im on my period rn

 

[nsk4ll]

sorry mister, im on my period rn

its NOT okay this time

 

[hej1377]

Does ket not affect ur bladder? correct me if im wrong, ive never tried ket

It can but its pretty rare

Drinking more water is a good way to keep those metabolites out of your blader

 

[Whiteboard7]

Alr bruv good luck
well i dont have any plans for future, if anything it doesnt seem bright

Are you gonna try to go to college or nah?

 

[xzylecrey]

Sounds almost the same as me i bedrot all day never leave the house. Technically a neet at least rn. Barely any friends. Always talked about behind back and made fun of. The chopped guys getting more play and social experiences than me. I would watch hundreds of charisma on command. Celebrity break downs. Body language analysis. How to text. How to win friends influence people etc. Id involve myself in others hobbies i didnt like and always felt out of place even in friend groups i was in. The part that hurts the most is how much effort i put in to change more than anything else. These guys arent putting in half the effort i am. Dw bhai socialmaxxing should always come after/while ascending. Focus on one thing and make progress slowly. I cant help the mental problems unfortunately js know any progress in any realm is better than none. No ones perfect.

 

[nsk4ll]

Sounds almost the same as me i bedrot all day never leave the house. Technically a neet at least rn. Barely any friends. Always talked about behind back and made fun of. The chopped guys getting more play and social experiences than me. I would watch hundreds of charisma on command. Celebrity break downs. Body language analysis. How to text. How to win friends influence people etc. Id involve myself in others hobbies i didnt like and always felt out of place even in friend groups i was in. The part that hurts the most is how much effort i put in to change more than anything else. These guys arent putting in half the effort i am. Dw bhai socialmaxxing should always come after/while ascending. Focus on one thing and make progress slowly. I cant help the mental problems unfortunately js know any progress in any realm is better than none. No ones perfect.

thanks bhai
we seem so similar
and i agree with effort part
i literally do everything to ascend yet others win just by existing and thats one of the worst parts of it

 

[xzylecrey]

thanks bhai
we seem so similar
and i agree with effort part
i literally do everything to ascend yet others win just by existing and thats one of the worst parts of it

I know thats why im so adamant on hardmaxxing. Softmaxxing can only do so much post puberty. Its not fair. Who cares abt anything else. Ascend, forget, slay, ntmax. Nothing will stop us lets ascend

 

[nsk4ll]

I know thats why im so adamant on hardmaxxing. Softmaxxing can only do so much post puberty. Its not fair. Who cares abt anything else. Ascend, forget, slay, ntmax. Nothing will stop us lets ascend