I hate this

[TheVoidInside]

I hate the fact that Im simping for a woman that I should have never even met and shouldnt even know existed.

I hate the fact that i had a chance to simp for a girl that I had met rightfully with no misunderstandings or bs.

But ofc, at the time, i refused to take her instagram because i was scared she may had have sexy pics and i didnt want to risk breaking my 1.5 year old nofap streak. The nofap streak that was completely useless at that point because i had finally met a girl. sticking with nofap made me too emotional and i ended up pedestilizing her; if i fapped i would realize she wasnt that special and would have handled the situation better. But you know, PRIDE.

And now im fapping to some bitch that doesnt even remmeber me and never gave two shits about me anyway. But i deserve this tbh ngl, people warned me a lot of times and i refused to listen because their advice sounded too harsh. Pride is legit a sin, its better to take 1 step back to move 2 steps forward instead of taking a step forward to move 10 steps back. Im legit done for, no matter how much i suceed from this point onward, its pointless.

 

[2025cel]

1.5 years is pathetic, try 3 years at the very least.

 

[playxiing]

I hate the fact that Im simping for a woman

stopped reading here faggot

 

[Godera]

Stop worrying so much

 

[TheVoidInside]

Stop worrying so much

i hate this and i hate myself at this point.