I have a huge existential crisis rn

[Lonenely sigma]

I bet chads never get those. They are probably busy fucking their stacies.


But for the rest of us, we are doomed to sit at home and stare at the ceiling. I just got hit with one of those huge waves of weird feelings.


Wtf is anything? How come people just go about their day, feel stress, feel sadness or anything else really?


Me personally, I don't get it. I am supposed to eat, sleep and drink, in order to make my life longer. Ok, that makes sense.


But then I have to go study for 6 hours in the uni library so that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer??? I am sorry but it all sounds so weird

@iloveboobs @Gaygymmaxx @greycel @piec

 

[nathan]

it's over

 

[Lonenely sigma]

it's over

Today I saw one BEAUTIFUL dude of my age in public. In recent times I don't even look at women and this dude took all my attention.


He had a long skull, highset zygos, great jaw, but also a feminine small nose, great hair with a perfect forehead etc etc.


Such a cute cute guy. If only I looked like him. This life would probably mean something

 

[Lonenely sigma]

(In a straight way ofc)

 

[truthhurts]

Today I saw one BEAUTIFUL dude of my age in public. In recent times I don't even look at women and this dude took all my attention.


He had a long skull, highset zygos, great jaw, but also a feminine small nose, great hair with a perfect forehead etc etc.


Such a cute cute guy. If only I looked like him. This life would probably mean something

Which celebrity does he resemble the most? What would you rate him facially

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Which celebrity does he resemble the most? What would you rate him facially

He reminded me of one random teenager I saw in some random documentary some time back, but this guy was like 18-19, like me.

I know its stupid bc this is just some random unknown actor but imagine an older version of this guy. They look extremely alike

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Which celebrity does he resemble the most? What would you rate him facially

And in case you are wondering, this is the documentary lmao. I am not a nazi or anything but this was interesting to watch:

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I bet chads never get those. They are probably busy fucking their stacies.


But for the rest of us, we are doomed to sit at home and stare at the ceiling. I just got hit with one of those huge waves of weird feelings.


Wtf is anything? How come people just go about their day, feel stress, feel sadness or anything else really?


Me personally, I don't get it. I am supposed to eat, sleep and drink, in order to make my life longer. Ok, that makes sense.


But then I have to go study for 6 hours in the uni library so that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer??? I am sorry but it all sounds so weird

@iloveboobs @Gaygymmaxx @greycel @piec

It's true. For the real niggas with real minds who really exist,

You require a dream. A conquest. Real niggas can't settle for any less, and all you've ever been told. Is to settle, to be realistic.

Did you feel this way as a young boy? No.

Back then you were unhibited by the cruelty of reality. And left to dream.

It's time to dream again, despite the inhibitions, that's what it means to win.

You have no chance of escaping this nightmare, if you can't begin to dream.

What is it you want? What is it you decided you can't have

What did the greats think when they were confronted with such a dilemma?

It was no dilemma at all, it was an easy choice, what they said was:

"I'll move forward, because my dream compels me to"

The poet has dropped heat. You're welcome.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

It's true. For the real niggas with real minds who really exist,

You require a dream. A conquest. Real niggas can't settle for any less, and all you've ever been told. Is to settle, to be realistic.

Did you feel this way as a young boy? No.

Back then you were unhibited by the cruelty of reality. And left to dream.

It's time to dream again, despite the inhibitions, that's what it means to win.

You have no chance of escaping this nightmare, if you can't begin to dream.

What is it you want? What is it you decided you can't have

What did the greats think when they were confronted with such a dilemma?

It was no dilemma at all, it was an easy choice, what they said was:

"I'll move forward, because my dream compels me to"

The poet has dropped heat. You're welcome.

I truly admire your willpower to write a poem just for me.


Maybe you wouldn't have written it had you known my "dream" is to get a bimax and a korean V-line to look like a feminine femboy

 

[truthhurts]

And in case you are wondering, this is the documentary lmao. I am not a nazi or anything but this was interesting to watch:

Forty years after the Second World War, there was growing debate about whether Austria could be considered a victim of the Nazi regime

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Forty years after the Second World War, there was growing debate about whether Austria could be considered a victim of the Nazi regime

Victims my ass. They welcomed them with flowers. Its literally called a flower war in german.


Truth be told, if I was born at the time and my country and economy were destroyed, my nation was humiliated, I'd welcome them with flowers too

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I truly admire your willpower to write a poem just for me.


Maybe you wouldn't have written it had you known my "dream" is to get a bimax and a korean V-line to look like a feminine femboy

The poet is far too repulsed to produce a response in character.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

The poet is far too repulsed to produce a response in character.

Edgal allan poe type poem

 

[Informationcapitali]

Ngl I feel like crying right now.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Edgal allan poe type poem

edgal

Allan

poe...

Your lack of literary prowess is violently offensive to me. Produces an emotion so upsetting It leads me to wish i was never born, your piss poor speech is entirely repulsive enough to the degree im given no alternative but to earnestly contemplate suicide.
Are you happy?

Perhaps I was mistaken to attempt to assist you, was it your intention to simply burden me? Incomprehensible.

It seems I lied to you a moment ago.

Minutes before this I said I was too repulsed to produce a response in character, however your unsatisfactory behavior has led me to... be other than myself,

Or rather, it's so repulsive I was given no choice but to respond in character.

Yes that's right. You reached the threshold of being so uncontensably illiterate I was forced to contest. Pitiful really.

Once again I must ask, are you happy?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Ngl I feel like crying right now.

I wanna cry too ngl but then I'd get eyebags and would look worse. So I can't afford crying more than once a week

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I wanna cry too ngl but then I'd get eyebags and would look worse. So I can't afford crying more than once a week

Insanity

 

[Informationcapitali]

A

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

This is how I feel every time I see someone make a post of a missed opportunity.

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Have you tried being yourself and holding frame?

 

[Klasik616]

Today I saw one BEAUTIFUL dude of my age in public. In recent times I don't even look at women and this dude took all my attention.


He had a long skull, highset zygos, great jaw, but also a feminine small nose, great hair with a perfect forehead etc etc.


Such a cute cute guy. If only I looked like him. This life would probably mean something

Delon

 

[Lonenely sigma]

edgal

Allan

poe...

Your lack of literary prowess is violently offensive to me. Produces an emotion so upsetting It leads me to wish i was never born, your piss poor speech is entirely repulsive enough to the degree im given no alternative but to earnestly contemplate suicide.
Are you happy?

Perhaps I was mistaken to attempt to assist you, was it your intention to simply burden me? Incomprehensible.

It seems I lied to you a moment ago.

Minutes before this I said I was too repulsed to produce a response in character, however your unsatisfactory behavior has led me to... be other than myself,

Or rather, it's so repulsive I was given no choice but to respond in character.

Yes that's right. You reached the threshold of being so uncontensably illiterate I was forced to contest. Pitiful really.

Once again I must ask, are you happy?

You type like Violet Evergarden, the cutest character ever drawn

Insanity
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The only reason I never picked up a cigarette is bc it causes hair loss. I also try to reduce stress for the same reason. And yes, I actually allow myself crying once a week only, and doing it like a man - in the toilet.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Delon

Kinda looked like him except for the different chin shape

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

@Lonenely sigma it's beginning to upset me that you've failed to respond to my reply in this thread in a respectful timeframe, I'm sure you can tell I took great effort, so I'll take this as a personal insult. I think it's about time I wrote a distrack. That's right, 3 in one day, at midnight the poet drops heat for a third time.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

@Lonenely sigma it's beginning to upset me that you've failed to respond to my reply in this thread. I'm sure you can tell I took great effort, so I'll take this as a personal insult. I think it's about time I wrote a distrack. That's right, 3 in one day, at midnight the poet drops heat.

Ain't responding SHIT until you start giving me reps. My username destroys 90% of my aura, let me compensate with a positive rep/post

 

[noodlelover]

Do something with your life.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Do something with your life.

The "chad doesn't have to search for meaning" principle is hardstuck in my brain. Maybe I am a quitter, but even if I wasn't, I wouldn't live a Chad life even if I put 100 times more effort than him.

 

[Dominicoon]

Normal life for you eastern europeans

 

[Dominicoon]

Normal life for you eastern europeans

Meta-analytic evidence of depression and anxiety in Eastern Europe during the COVID-19 pandemic - PMC

To perform a systematic and meta-analysis on the prevalence rates of mental health symptoms including anxiety and depression during the COVID-19 pandemic in the general population in Eastern Europe, as well as three select sub-populations: students, ...

pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Normal life for you eastern europeans

Murdah try not to make everything about the race challenge [IMPOSSIBLE]

 

[User28823]

o that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer???

i have bad news for u

these feelings dont stop even when u get that job

 

[Lonenely sigma]

Meta-analytic evidence of depression and anxiety in Eastern Europe during the COVID-19 pandemic - PMC

To perform a systematic and meta-analysis on the prevalence rates of mental health symptoms including anxiety and depression during the COVID-19 pandemic in the general population in Eastern Europe, as well as three select sub-populations: students, ...

pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

No need for studies bro I live here. Yeah it lowkey sucks but my capital city is heavily funded by EU so life's not that bad in terms of economy

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Ain't responding SHIT until you start giving me reps. My username destroys 90% of my aura, let me compensate with a positive rep/post

What? You must not have read my name if you have the gall to complain about the implied aura of your own.

My name is "gaygymmaxx" its based on another man, and implies I am a homesexual. You are beat.

Your name seems moderately unspecified and mis spelled. I win this one.

You see. Having a despicable and homoerotic name makes the objective of establishing myself as a high class poet even more difficult. I had to increase the difficulty and I fight through my self impairment valiantly. While YOU! Complain about a "lack of aura"?

Incomprehensible

Also mirin how hard I'm writing poems rn? We are talking about nothing but the poet can't help but drop heat!

 

[Lonenely sigma]

What? You must not have read my name if you have the gall to complain about the implied aura of your own.

My name is "gaygymmaxx" its based on another man, and implies I am a homesexual. You are beat.

Your name seems moderately unspecified and mis spelled. I win this one.

You see. Having a despicable and homoerotic name makes the objective of establishing myself as a high class poet even more difficult. I had to increase the difficulty and I fight through my self impairment valiantly. While YOU! Complain about a "lack of aura"?

Incomprehensible

Also mirin how hard I'm writing poems rn? We are talking about nothing but the poet can't help but drop heat!

Indeed, sire, my previous comment about an insufficient sharing of the so called "reacts" on your part, was just a shallow and indeed only a surface level observation, through which I tried to avoid answering your poets since I, quite frankly, am tired. As a fellow user @Dominicoon already pointed out, we from EE (or as he would quite uneducately assume, subhumans from the east) are on median more depressed and in fact in need of more sleep.



That is not to say, however, that I lack an intelectual capability of understanding your poems, sire. I posses a speaking talent myself as well, sir. Homo-sapiens (commonly refererd to as "people") usually get a twisted and an, indeed, wrong assumption, that I have a superior coefficient of intelligence, whilst I simply ramble on using my wife vocabulary. Even though vesto-germanic (also commonly known as "english") isn't my first, native language, this ability seems to trascend the supposed language barrier and turns me into a viable conversor of ideas.

 

[Dominicoon]

Indeed, sire, my previous comment about an insufficient sharing of the so called "reacts" on your part, was just a shallow and indeed only a surface level observation, through which I tried to avoid answering your poets since I, quite frankly, am tired. As a fellow user @Dominicoon already pointed out, we from EE (or as he would quite uneducately assume, subhumans from the east) are on median more depressed and in fact in need of more sleep.



That is not to say, however, that I lack an intelectual capability of understanding your poems, sire. I posses a speaking talent myself as well, sir. Homo-sapiens (commonly reffered to as "people") usually get a twisted and an, indeed, wrong assumption, that I have a superior coefficient of intelligence, whilst I simply ramble on using my wife vocabulary. Even though vesto-germanic (also commonly known as "english") isn't my first, native language, this ability seems to trascend the supposed language barrier and turns me into a viable conversor of ideas.

At least your country isn’t filled with niggers and arabs, there is plenty to be happy about

 

[Dominicoon]

I bet chads never get those. They are probably busy fucking their stacies.


But for the rest of us, we are doomed to sit at home and stare at the ceiling. I just got hit with one of those huge waves of weird feelings.


Wtf is anything? How come people just go about their day, feel stress, feel sadness or anything else really?


Me personally, I don't get it. I am supposed to eat, sleep and drink, in order to make my life longer. Ok, that makes sense.


But then I have to go study for 6 hours in the uni library so that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer??? I am sorry but it all sounds so weird

@iloveboobs @Gaygymmaxx @greycel @piec

The biggest con to living in EE is the salary compared to western economies, other than that it’s not too bad. Hypergamy or feminism doesn’t exist where you live

 

[Lonenely sigma]

The biggest con to living in EE is the salary compared to western economies, other than that it’s not too bad. Hypergamy or feminism doesn’t exist where you live

Bingo. Thats exactly how I feel. There's a reason so many people who go to work in Deutschland come back eventually.


They stack up the money and then they have a huge purchasing power when they return

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Indeed, sire, my previous comment about an insufficient sharing of the so called "reacts" on your part, was just a shallow and indeed only a surface level observation, through which I tried to avoid answering your poets since I, quite frankly, am tired. As a fellow user @Dominicoon already pointed out, we from EE (or as he would quite uneducately assume, subhumans from the east) are on median more depressed and in fact in need of more sleep.



That is not to say, however, that I lack an intelectual capability of understanding your poems, sire. I posses a speaking talent myself as well, sir. Homo-sapiens (commonly reffered to as "people") usually get a twisted and an, indeed, wrong assumption, that I have a superior coefficient of intelligence, whilst I simply ramble on using my wife vocabulary. Even though vesto-germanic (also commonly known as "english") isn't my first, native language, this ability seems to trascend the supposed language barrier and turns me into a viable conversor of ideas.

 

[Dominicoon]

Bingo. Thats exactly how I feel. There's a reason so many people who go to work in Deutschland come back eventually.


They stack up the money and then they have a huge purchasing power when they return

A digital nomad lifestyle seems ideal if you live in EE, can travel conservatively while also earning a western salary.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

A digital nomad lifestyle seems ideal if you live in EE, can travel conservatively while also earning a western salary.

Thats exactly what my parents do. We are financially good enough, and most people I know irl come from similiar families. All of their parents work in companies that work for people abroad.

 

[ivan.kuk]

drugs are here my friend

 

[ey88]

I bet chads never get those. They are probably busy fucking their stacies.


But for the rest of us, we are doomed to sit at home and stare at the ceiling. I just got hit with one of those huge waves of weird feelings.


Wtf is anything? How come people just go about their day, feel stress, feel sadness or anything else really?


Me personally, I don't get it. I am supposed to eat, sleep and drink, in order to make my life longer. Ok, that makes sense.


But then I have to go study for 6 hours in the uni library so that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer??? I am sorry but it all sounds so weird

@iloveboobs @Gaygymmaxx @greycel @piec

I feel the exact same man

 

[Duluth]

I bet chads never get those. They are probably busy fucking their stacies.


But for the rest of us, we are doomed to sit at home and stare at the ceiling. I just got hit with one of those huge waves of weird feelings.


Wtf is anything? How come people just go about their day, feel stress, feel sadness or anything else really?


Me personally, I don't get it. I am supposed to eat, sleep and drink, in order to make my life longer. Ok, that makes sense.


But then I have to go study for 6 hours in the uni library so that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer??? I am sorry but it all sounds so weird

@iloveboobs @Gaygymmaxx @greycel @piec

That’s an easy paradox imagine thinking your chronically ill 24/7 and you don’t know what is wrong with you. It’s a nightmare

 

[persuss]

I bet chads never get those. They are probably busy fucking their stacies.


But for the rest of us, we are doomed to sit at home and stare at the ceiling. I just got hit with one of those huge waves of weird feelings.


Wtf is anything? How come people just go about their day, feel stress, feel sadness or anything else really?


Me personally, I don't get it. I am supposed to eat, sleep and drink, in order to make my life longer. Ok, that makes sense.


But then I have to go study for 6 hours in the uni library so that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer??? I am sorry but it all sounds so weird

@iloveboobs @Gaygymmaxx @greycel @piec

generally just ignore others, it's confusing to all of us. and don't generally care about the system nothing as we think of it exists and all of this is created to empty us of emotions.

 

[ihearvoices]

I bet chads never get those. They are probably busy fucking their stacies.


But for the rest of us, we are doomed to sit at home and stare at the ceiling. I just got hit with one of those huge waves of weird feelings.


Wtf is anything? How come people just go about their day, feel stress, feel sadness or anything else really?


Me personally, I don't get it. I am supposed to eat, sleep and drink, in order to make my life longer. Ok, that makes sense.


But then I have to go study for 6 hours in the uni library so that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer??? I am sorry but it all sounds so weird

@iloveboobs @Gaygymmaxx @greycel @piec

3:33

 

[Bomber517]

Some are born to win and some are born to lose.

 

[Enfant terrible]

I bet chads never get those. They are probably busy fucking their stacies.


But for the rest of us, we are doomed to sit at home and stare at the ceiling. I just got hit with one of those huge waves of weird feelings.


Wtf is anything? How come people just go about their day, feel stress, feel sadness or anything else really?


Me personally, I don't get it. I am supposed to eat, sleep and drink, in order to make my life longer. Ok, that makes sense.


But then I have to go study for 6 hours in the uni library so that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer??? I am sorry but it all sounds so weird

@iloveboobs @Gaygymmaxx @greycel @piec

"Me personally, I don't get it. I am supposed to eat, sleep and drink, in order to make my life longer. Ok, that makes sense.

But then I have to go study for 6 hours in the uni library so that I could maybe one day get a job just to be able to afford even more food and more water to live longer??? I am sorry but it all sounds so weird"


You are here and now you have to integrate into the system which serves no higher purpose besides sustaining itself till its eventually fades away.
Of course its absurd.