i have a impulse problem and im scared of myself

[Deleted member 86840]

i dont feel safe in my body with my mind

cuz i acknowledge im a slave to my brain and even if it feels its under my control, its probably not. everything you do is manipulated by chemicals and also genetics ofc, and yes im talking about the brain still

i have a extreme impulse control and i often find myself to feel extremely tempted to swerve to the wrong lane while driving and crash headon with another car

i also am scared that sometimes ill randomly attack someone when theyre talking to me,especially if theyre making too much eye contact

ive been able to 'control myself' most of my life, so its fine, but its js a little fear that sits in the back of my mind

 

[Fillowskyy]

Nice pfp, I like this album.

 

[chudburga]

yeah officer, this one right here

 

[Deleted member 86840]

yeah officer, this one right here

fedmaxxing mirin

 

[fantamaxxer]

It's kinda normal honestly. But remember that unless you don't take drugs it won't happen

 

[JordanFagget271]

i havent drove car yet, but the thought of jumping through the car window or opening the door and jumping out has always haunted me, since i can remember, sometimes i literally had to fight the feeling,
im not suicidal at all btw

 

[emogymmaxx]

do coke

 

[Deleted member 86840]

i havent drove car yet, but the thought of jumping through the car window or opening the door and jumping out has always haunted me, since i can remember, sometimes i literally had to fight the feeling,
im not suicidal at all btw

i feel you

i moved to an apartment a while ago and i feel tempted to jump down every single day even though my life is perfectly fine