I have accepted that my life is over cus of mental illness

[theover]

im gonna have to probably switch schools for 12th grade becuase my school says I am a danger to the school, and My grades are in the mud becuase I am cognitively a retard becuase of schizophrenia and I used to be like the smartest kid in my class but now i am just a loser with all c's and f's and this shit usually gets worse as you aproach 20s and 30s so I am just praying that doesnt happen becuase my life sucks enough already I dont know what ill do If it gets that bad that i will be on benifits or some shit. I dont think it will get that bad but it doesnt even matter any chance I had of living a successful life that i want to live is probably over. and I look good and am tall but ill never get another girlfriend again because im not stable enough and my medicine is supposed to stabilize my mood but i be crying like a litlle kid like a loser. i hate my life theres genuinely no hope for me fuck ts

 

[NiZr]

im gonna have to probably switch schools for 12th grade becuase my school says I am a danger to the school

are u gonna shoot up the school tf?

 

[poindextahh]

 

[poindextahh]

are u gonna shoot up the school tf?

yo I didn’t even peep that sentence

 

[shikimorilover69]

wtf, brutal disorderpill
I have adhd+aspergers+tourettes so I know how this feels, it was rlly bad when i was like 12 and 13, but i went through a lot of speech therapy and took shit ton of drugs to help me, and now i can speak normally if i apply some effort, has ur doctor perscribed any treatments for u

 

[theover]

are u gonna shoot up the school tf?

no i was psychotic and they put me in the psych ward but apparently while i was psychotic i made a threat agianst my school but i wasnt myself like i wanna go back to school and im fine now but my stupid school wont let me back

 

[NiZr]

no i was psychotic and they put me in the psych ward but apparently while i was psychotic i made a threat agianst my school but i wasnt myself like i wanna go back to school and im fine now but my stupid school wont let me back

ngl i don’t even blame ur school

 

[theover]

wtf, brutal disorderpill
I have adhd+aspergers+tourettes so I know how this feels, it was rlly bad when i was like 12 and 13, but i went through a lot of speech therapy and took shit ton of drugs to help me, and now i can speak normally if i apply some effort, has ur doctor perscribed any treatments for u

im on 2.5 risperadone right now for prodromal schizophrenia and i have adhd, and im tryna get diagnosed for autism and OCD but my risperadone helps with ocd so i might not even need to get diagnosed ig

 

[theover]

ngl i don’t even blame ur school

its stupid though im fine now and im taking my medicne willingly and that was before i was on meds but my school still wont let me come back

 

[wewuzaryans134]

you can get on neetbux once you grad and never have to work so thats one pro

 

[theover]

you can get on neetbux once you grad and never have to work so thats one pro

i dont wanna do that though I want to live like a normal person. but if i do get super bad I atleast have a good support system so I wont become homeless or anything