I have almost 0 responsibilities

[Lonenely sigma]

I can finally fully LDAR

My only responsibilities are changing my dogs water in the morning and taking him for a walk during the day.

The rest of my day is just rotting on my computer.

That said, I've never been this depressed in my life. I can't wait to get that job in january as a bartender.

 

[LTNUser]

That's good

 

[first snow]

having a job mogs i can't lie
LDARing takes a toll mentally for me personally

 

[Sceptical]

You still live with ur parents or did they kick u out yet?

 

[Foreverbrad]

You still live with ur parents or did they kick u out yet?

That’s the big question. I have no responsibility but I’m still beholden to my parents and thus can’t truly rot in peace.

 

[Sceptical]

That’s the big question. I have no responsibility but I’m still beholden to my parents and thus can’t truly rot in peace.

It's okay bhai at least ur parents tolerate you enough to let you freeload in their house

 

[Foreverbrad]

It's okay bhai at least ur parents tolerate you enough to let you freeload in their house

Because I’m wageslaving and paying a small rent.
They are SO unhappy about my surgery plans though. They think I should spend that on a house deposit instead. I just say one thing at a time.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

You still live with ur parents or did they kick u out yet?

That’s the big question. I have no responsibility but I’m still beholden to my parents and thus can’t truly rot in peace.

With my parents ofc. They won't throw me out, the worst they can do is force me to get a job. We don't struggle financially and sometimes I help them with their job anyway.

I want to get a job in order to earn for surgeries, which is lowkey delusional since I live in a shithole but I wanna at least try

 

[Foreverbrad]

With my parents ofc. They won't throw me out, the worst they can do is force me to get a job. We don't struggle financially and sometimes I help them with their job anyway.

I want to get a job in order to earn for surgeries, which is lowkey delusional since I live in a shithole but I wanna at least try

I love how the motivation for working has gone from “you might be rich someday!” to “you might be able to afford brutal surgeries to be even seen as human someday!”


how much more shit will men take?

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I love how the motivation for working has gone from “you might be rich someday!” to “you might be able to afford brutal surgeries to be even seen as human someday!”


how much more shit will men take?

My thoughts exactly lmaoo.

Like, someone out there wakes up, has to bend down to look in the mirror bc he is 6'5, bends down and sees his beautiful beautiful face, gets kissed by his gf and goes out about his day.

Meanwhile I, being 5'10, wake up, look in the mirror, can't even see my reflection from being legally blind, have to put contact lenses in and then daydream about affording shitmax and paying someone my lifesavings to cut my face in half. Fulfilling life innit

 

[lurking truecel]

That’s the big question. I have no responsibility but I’m still beholden to my parents and thus can’t truly rot in peace.

Holy

 

[lurking truecel]

My thoughts exactly lmaoo.

Like, someone out there wakes up, has to bend down to look in the mirror bc he is 6'5, bends down and sees his beautiful beautiful face, gets kissed by his gf and goes out about his day.

Meanwhile I, being 5'10, wake up, look in the mirror, can't even see my reflection from being legally blind, have to put contact lenses in and then daydream about affording shitmax and paying someone my lifesavings to cut my face in half. Fulfilling live innit

Goals bro

 

[Lord Shadow]

having a job mogs i can't lie
LDARing takes a toll mentally for me personally

True, it's fun with gaming/friends and shit but I feel like a bum after awhile

 

[MoggerGaston]

I used to work as a bartender. It's a chill job tbh.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

I used to work as a bartender. It's a chill job tbh.

Thats the only thing I can see myself doing ngl.

Did you get tips often?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Thats the only thing I can see myself doing ngl.

Did you get tips often?

yes often enough, but I was not allowed to keep them. They go to the company/boss. But the hourly wage was pretty good tbh so we didn't really need tips.

Like on a full night of work I would make like 150 dollars or so from wages, and get 30-50 dollars in tips.

 

[normie_joe]

I can finally fully LDAR

My only responsibilities are changing my dogs water in the morning and taking him for a walk during the day.

The rest of my day is just rotting on my computer.

That said, I've never been this depressed in my life. I can't wait to get that job in january as a bartender.

Mirin, best job to social and ntmaxx.

 

[Lonenely sigma]

yes often enough, but I am not allowed to keep them. They go to the company/boss. But the hourly wage was pretty good tbh so we didn't really need tips.

Like on a full night of work I would make like 150 dollars or so from wages, and get 30-50 dollars in tips.

Damn, 150 per day? The most I could expect monthly here is 550 euros lmao

Its brutal here bro. Maybe with tips I could maaybe reach 700/month. + 300 from... something online? Idk, if this is achievable it could push me to like 1k/month after some time. It'd be enough to eventually save up, providing my father doesn't rent me my own room and take 250 of those