I have an unbridled desire to express myself and create

[satangoy]

I've got this deep desire that's been sitting in me for quite a while now (about 2 years) that I want to express myself and create something beautiful weather it's through music, drawing, writing or even creating something in a video format, I crave to express myself very deeply and want to create something life changing

I wouldn't do it for the fame though, If I were to create something I'd prefer it to stay niche and for it to amaze and inspire individuals

after i die I want something beautiful to be left behind me, I don't want to go away some day like your average Joe who lived his average life with no desires, I want some beautiful creation to be left behind that'll be my form of living a longer life but in a non human form

Let me know your thoughts on this y'all see the vision of beauty in this also?

@EvilSatanArseRapist @abzz @JL~ @Cinnamon fan64 @Saint

 

[satangoy]

@Asoka @high_ltn @Prøphet @swt @Dsm

 

[abzz]

it's a great idea, what one is catching your eye the most? music, arts, writing, poems, you have a great variety

 

[satangoy]

it's a great idea, what one is catching your eye the most? music, arts, writing, poems, you have a great variety

honestly bro creating music and arts seem like the most approachable forms but idk which genre of music I would make since I listen to lots and lots of genres and appreciate every single one of them so it would probably be chaotic and experimental I would make a beautiful movie or a novel but that's extremely time taking and also in the movie case it's costy and I'm just so stuffed with life stuff that I would never find the time just a retard with big dreams I guess

 

[abzz]

honestly bro creating music and arts seem like the most approachable forms but idk which genre of music I would make since I listen to lots and lots of genres and appreciate every single one of them so it would probably be chaotic and experimental I would make a beautiful movie or a novel but that's extremely time taking and also in the movie case it's costy and I'm just so stuffed with life stuff that I would never find the time just a retard with big dreams I guess

bro just make anything and everything. you'll always start off shit, don't expect to be fucking metro boomin or mozart right at the start. make what you like, watch a few tutorials/tips videos on yt, stick to it, invest good time into it, and eventually you'll find what suits your skills bro. once the money comes i am SURE you can do that. good luck my friend

 

[satangoy]

bro just make anything and everything. you'll always start off shit, don't expect to be fucking metro boomin or mozart right at the start. make what you like, watch a few tutorials/tips videos on yt, stick to it, invest good time into it, and eventually you'll find what suits your skills bro. once the money comes i am SURE you can do that. good luck my friend

perhaps you may be right this inspired me man much love man as always

 

[Asoka]

Being creative and sht like that is good for expressing feelings. I’m not talented enough to do it but if you are go for it. I would always be more than happy to listen or see wtv you create

 

[satangoy]

Being creative and sht like that is good for expressing feelings. I’m not talented enough to do it but if you are go for it. I would always be more than happy to listen or see wtv you create

love you brah I don't consider myself talented really but I would gain some skill and give it a shot since the craving has been high for quite a while now

 

[Asoka]

love you brah I don't consider myself talented really but I would gain some skill and give it a shot since the craving has been high for quite a while now

What were you thinking of doing?

I’m so bad at this creativity arts stuff, I like to draw out of my free will though sometimes

 

[satangoy]

What were you thinking of doing?

I’m so bad at this creativity arts stuff, I like to draw out of my free will though sometimes

also like drawing a lot but I can only sketch decently unfortunately, mirin @EvilSatanArseRapist he know how to paint brah

honestly bro creating music and arts seem like the most approachable forms but idk which genre of music I would make since I listen to lots and lots of genres and appreciate every single one of them so it would probably be chaotic and experimental I would make a beautiful movie or a novel but that's extremely time taking and also in the movie case it's costy and I'm just so stuffed with life stuff that I would never find the time just a retard with big dreams I guess

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Let me know your thoughts on this y'all see the vision of beauty in this also?

Holy moly satangoy, this is fucking awsome and inspiring.
I DO hope you create something beautifull and fully believe you are capable if you put yourself to it.
If you create music or anything i wanna see it tho.

just a retard with big dreams I guess

Thats where everyone who achieved something great started

I also thibk the best way to give an outlet to all this energy is music / art, tho poems are still good if you wanna write stuff as they don't take aslong as a whole book obv.
i would tell you to do everything man.
i was thinking of maybe making some dungeonsynth or something as all it doesn't require any equipment other than a pc.
my dad also has a syntheziser but i have no idea how to hook it up to a pc to record and shit tbh.
ANOTHER THING: you can also try pottery and making little or big figures out of clay.
It's really really fun if you are decent at it.
I was kinda born with this skill, but who knows. Maybe you got that dog in you yk?
i never really made anything serious with it and only made something out of clay like 5 times in my life.
This is one of my very few clay creations: a gnome

I would always be more than happy to listen or see wtv you create

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

@EvilSatanArseRapist he know how to paint brah

I don't even know if i have any paintings, but i made some crazy ass acquarel drawings at 9 yo
May have expressed myself retardedly

 

[Cinnamon fan64]

I've got this deep desire that's been sitting in me for quite a while now (about 2 years) that I want to express myself and create something beautiful weather it's through music, drawing, writing or even creating something in a video format, I crave to express myself very deeply and want to create something life changing

I wouldn't do it for the fame though, If I were to create something I'd prefer it to stay niche and for it to amaze and inspire individuals

after i die I want something beautiful to be left behind me, I don't want to go away some day like your average Joe who lived his average life with no desires, I want some beautiful creation to be left behind that'll be my form of living a longer life but in a non human form

Let me know your thoughts on this y'all see the vision of beauty in this also?

@EvilSatanArseRapist @abzz @JL~ @Cinnamon fan64 @Saint

typa of stuf satangoy would say

 

[satangoy]

Holy moly satangoy, this is fucking awsome and inspiring.
I DO hope you create something beautifull and fully believe you are capable if you put yourself to it.
If you create music or anything i wanna see it tho.

BRO THIS IS SO WHOLESOME TYSM

Thats where everyone who achieved something great started

I also thibk the best way to give an outlet to all this energy is music / art, tho poems are still good if you wanna write stuff as they don't take aslong as a whole book obv.

yeah ur right

i would tell you to do everything man.
i was thinking of maybe making some dungeonsynth or something as all it doesn't require any equipment other than a pc.
my dad also has a syntheziser but i have no idea how to hook it up to a pc to record and shit tbh.

which synthesizer do you have maybe i could help since I've got a friend who does more undergroundish music (no not rap ) and he also had one and I was experimenting with him and learnt the whole process and yeah basically he taught me the basics of FL and allat

ANOTHER THING: you can also try pottery and making little or big figures out of clay.
It's really really fun if you are decent at it.
I was kinda born with this skill, but who knows. Maybe you got that dog in you yk?
i never really made anything serious with it and only made something out of clay like 5 times in my life.
This is one of my very few clay creations: a gnome
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this gnome goes unirolnically hard brahhh the last time i tried pottery was when I was like 9 years old and I can't lie that was fun as hell seems like a fun side quest i could do in my free time will keep in mind, also tysm for all the effort and stuff in this reply genuenly goated mannn

 

[Cinnamon fan64]

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[satangoy]

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most hard image I've seen these last 2 weeks at least

 

[Prøphet]

I've got this deep desire that's been sitting in me for quite a while now (about 2 years) that I want to express myself and create something beautiful weather it's through music, drawing, writing or even creating something in a video format, I crave to express myself very deeply and want to create something life changing

I wouldn't do it for the fame though, If I were to create something I'd prefer it to stay niche and for it to amaze and inspire individuals

after i die I want something beautiful to be left behind me, I don't want to go away some day like your average Joe who lived his average life with no desires, I want some beautiful creation to be left behind that'll be my form of living a longer life but in a non human form

Let me know your thoughts on this y'all see the vision of beauty in this also?

@EvilSatanArseRapist @abzz @JL~ @Cinnamon fan64 @Saint

I’ve always felt this urge but Ive never felt anything I create is good enough. I always end up deleting my own shit whether it be a journal or a .flp. You should definitely try it though because it gives you a purpose and meaning you won’t find anywhere else

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

which synthesizer do you have maybe i could help since I've got a friend who does more undergroundish music (no not rap ) and he also had one and I was experimenting with him and learnt the whole process and yeah basically he taught me the basics of FL and allat

A roland e20
Ancient ass keyboard from the 80s

also tysm for all the effort and stuff

ofc bhai, everything for you hehe.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

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Mirin jfl

 

[satangoy]

A roland e20
Ancient ass keyboard from the 80s

you'll probably need some sort of midi interface for your PC (a simple usb to midi cable or an audio interface with midi ports) and two standard 5 pin midi cables, you'll need to connect one midi cable from the e20's midi out port to the interfaces midi in port, then you'll connect the cable from the midi out port to the e20's midi in, and then you plug the interface into your computers usb port

ofc bhai, everything for you hehe.

 

[high_ltn]

I've got this deep desire that's been sitting in me for quite a while now (about 2 years) that I want to express myself and create something beautiful weather it's through music, drawing, writing or even creating something in a video format, I crave to express myself very deeply and want to create something life changing

I wouldn't do it for the fame though, If I were to create something I'd prefer it to stay niche and for it to amaze and inspire individuals

after i die I want something beautiful to be left behind me, I don't want to go away some day like your average Joe who lived his average life with no desires, I want some beautiful creation to be left behind that'll be my form of living a longer life but in a non human form

Let me know your thoughts on this y'all see the vision of beauty in this also?

@EvilSatanArseRapist @abzz @JL~ @Cinnamon fan64 @Saint

try to become very skilled at drawing with oil pastels as it is a quite unique form of drawing and actually requires skill

 

[Saint]

I've got this deep desire that's been sitting in me for quite a while now (about 2 years) that I want to express myself and create something beautiful weather it's through music, drawing, writing or even creating something in a video format, I crave to express myself very deeply and want to create something life changing

I wouldn't do it for the fame though, If I were to create something I'd prefer it to stay niche and for it to amaze and inspire individuals

after i die I want something beautiful to be left behind me, I don't want to go away some day like your average Joe who lived his average life with no desires, I want some beautiful creation to be left behind that'll be my form of living a longer life but in a non human form

Let me know your thoughts on this y'all see the vision of beauty in this also?

@EvilSatanArseRapist @abzz @JL~ @Cinnamon fan64 @Saint

Mirin