I have an unloveable personality

[TimesZ]

first of all i dont socialize at all so this already kinda fucks my socializing skills on top of that im not talkative if it comes to basic topics that i dont put thousands of hours into so i dont have topics at hand if i talk to any girl, and it really shows tbh. i only had one "girlfriend" which was basically e-dating which lasted around 1 month after a 4 month talking stage, and the only reason why it even lasted that long was because she was so self absorbed that i never really talked at all, i only laughed sometimes or added something to her talking, so she thought i was nonchalant or some cold hearted person in reality im a retard that doesnt know how to talk to people and when she realized it she instantly left but i cant blame her i wouldve done the same. i dont know how to fix this problem but i genuinely cant talk to girls at all, i feel like im a shell with no personality since all i do is play video games all day so how could i even build one in first place, i have 4 friends and of those 4 1 doesnt like me the other one tries to "use" me and the other 2 are just somehow "there" so i feel like i dont really have any friends except for myself, i spent all my time by myself and dont talk to anyone even online, i dont text anyone im just in my sphere "chilling" alone but its not like i want to do that, i want to talk to others but i cant bring myself to do it, i want to "build" a better personality and not be as shallow but i cant, does anyone else feel the same

 

[Minnie lacking]

I love you

 

[Ace Of Spades]

keep shit like this in the notes app bud

 

[TimesZ]

keep shit like this in the notes app bud

nah id vent

 

[Minnie lacking]

Read it lowkey same but im pretty happy tbh just situng in my room happily

 

[TimesZ]

Read it lowkey same but im pretty happy tbh just situng in my room happily

having some peace of mind is nice but always being in that state gets boring imo

 

[Cafu]

I relate to this thread

 

[FiendFiend]

first of all i dont socialize at all so this already kinda fucks my socializing skills on top of that im not talkative if it comes to basic topics that i dont put thousands of hours into so i dont have topics at hand if i talk to any girl, and it really shows tbh. i only had one "girlfriend" which was basically e-dating which lasted around 1 month after a 4 month talking stage, and the only reason why it even lasted that long was because she was so self absorbed that i never really talked at all, i only laughed sometimes or added something to her talking, so she thought i was nonchalant or some cold hearted person in reality im a retard that doesnt know how to talk to people and when she realized it she instantly left but i cant blame her i wouldve done the same. i dont know how to fix this problem but i genuinely cant talk to girls at all, i feel like im a shell with no personality since all i do is play video games all day so how could i even build one in first place, i have 4 friends and of those 4 1 doesnt like me the other one tries to "use" me and the other 2 are just somehow "there" so i feel like i dont really have any friends except for myself, i spent all my time by myself and dont talk to anyone even online, i dont text anyone im just in my sphere "chilling" alone but its not like i want to do that, i want to talk to others but i cant bring myself to do it, i want to "build" a better personality and not be as shallow but i cant, does anyone else feel the same

prob like most guys gen z are in ur spot its not that deep

 

[TimesZ]

prob like most guys gen z are in ur spot its not that deep

maybe ur right

 

[MulletM1chas]

first of all i dont socialize at all so this already kinda fucks my socializing skills on top of that im not talkative if it comes to basic topics that i dont put thousands of hours into so i dont have topics at hand if i talk to any girl, and it really shows tbh. i only had one "girlfriend" which was basically e-dating which lasted around 1 month after a 4 month talking stage, and the only reason why it even lasted that long was because she was so self absorbed that i never really talked at all, i only laughed sometimes or added something to her talking, so she thought i was nonchalant or some cold hearted person in reality im a retard that doesnt know how to talk to people and when she realized it she instantly left but i cant blame her i wouldve done the same. i dont know how to fix this problem but i genuinely cant talk to girls at all, i feel like im a shell with no personality since all i do is play video games all day so how could i even build one in first place, i have 4 friends and of those 4 1 doesnt like me the other one tries to "use" me and the other 2 are just somehow "there" so i feel like i dont really have any friends except for myself, i spent all my time by myself and dont talk to anyone even online, i dont text anyone im just in my sphere "chilling" alone but its not like i want to do that, i want to talk to others but i cant bring myself to do it, i want to "build" a better personality and not be as shallow but i cant, does anyone else feel the same

Last time i had w crush she ofc rejected me and then said its not bcs of my looks but i am fucking psycho