Trevor Philips
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What am I supposed to do? I'm average looking with average height currently looksmaxxing to improve more. But there is something more serious at work here I think. I know it mostly isn't looks related, as I've seen people around my looks and height level and even ugly and short with some girls. I've even been "approached" by some ethnic girls and a few whites in the past (like 6 or 7 times not too many. However, I can never even talk to these people. If they talk to me i'd just turn away and act like a socially inept sperg. Even worse, my body just heats up and my face gets red and I immediately walk away or try to distance myself from them. What's bad about all this is that I'm just a normie as of now so the attraction that some people have is only slight, maybe based on my pheno or some other qualities, but it is never as intense as it would be for 6 PSL chad. This means that combined with my Autism, I cannot actually connect with people and use any NT skills to increase attraction. On top of all of this, I was actually diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder when I was like 5 or 6 years old. It isn't just some excuse or made up diagnosis I formulated to explain my lack of success in building long-lasting friendships and relationships. It's simply my reality. I'm really curious about what people have to recommend for someone in my situation. Therapy? Speaking lessons? Talk therapy? I'm not sure anymore. I don't want to just give someone all my money only to be robbed by them and getting ripped off with shitty teaching lessons. I want to be Neurotypical. It sucks knowing that there are people just like me out there doing things more then I could ever do with friends but knowing that I will only miss out on more things if I don't find a way to fix my autism.
