Apparition
Aimless Spirit
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It was back in 2019 after my old itis graduated. I was devastated from it but angry more than anything. Because I believed I was the best guy for her and that I should have been with her.
It took 2 months to get over the suicidal thoughts. But you know who helped me get over them? It was her. Because I met her and she made it clear I was irrelevant to her. It was a relief and I moved on after that.
Now though it’s much worse. Because Im 10x more depressed and also considering that i will never see my oneitis again. So she ain’t gonna comfort me and tell me it’s gonna be ok and mommy shit like the other girl did.
I will just have to accept that she changed me forever and that I was just a stepping stone for her. It will be painful and I may not even make it in the end. I’m crying every day and I cannot do anything anymore.
It took 2 months to get over the suicidal thoughts. But you know who helped me get over them? It was her. Because I met her and she made it clear I was irrelevant to her. It was a relief and I moved on after that.
Now though it’s much worse. Because Im 10x more depressed and also considering that i will never see my oneitis again. So she ain’t gonna comfort me and tell me it’s gonna be ok and mommy shit like the other girl did.
I will just have to accept that she changed me forever and that I was just a stepping stone for her. It will be painful and I may not even make it in the end. I’m crying every day and I cannot do anything anymore.
