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Today, I went on an early walk, had a ciggy with local pigeons and thought about the 2 months I lurked here and what it meant for the future.
I realized that even if I did all my looksmaxxes, ascended and lost my virginity to a stacy, penis enters vagina, hormones rushing, feels amazing Best 5 minutes of my life. Then what? I have an entire 60 years+ (inshallah) to live. Other random slays will feel refreshing but it will become a routine after some time. This is the human nature.
My looks will deteriorate at 30. I will lose SMV. And realistically, I won't be able to get any sort of surgeries in the foreseeable future. From 21 to 30, it gives me an extremely narrow time limit to moneymaxx and ascend to "slay" left and right assuming I will have the motivation to do so.
Of course lookism is the core of society, and one should looksmax to improve quality of life, but this isn't the case for most people here including me. Lookism and the blackpill is only rotting our lives. I found out I took 1000+ photos of myself over the past 2 months from every shitty aspie frankfurt angle ffs. Obsessing over ratios and measurements will not change anything. It only turns you into a self loathing desperate subhuman who isn't motivated to do anything but LDAR.
I always avoided meeting new people because I wanted to start life with the new "ascended" me. That attitude makes you miss out on %95 of life. And chances are, you will only descend. Don't ever hop off the society train, even if they don't want you.
And yet I still felt embarrassed when I was smoking and people saw my acne riddled face and kike nose, but that's fine. I won't hide the changes anymore. How many of you would actually care if your gf had a rhino or was obese a few years ago? None. You might not be seen as a man by your friends or women might not feel attracted to you, but doesn't mean you are completely rejected from society. Don't miss out on 95% of life just because you don't have access to 5%. Life can't be about PIV, not forever.
And eventually, you will get to that level where people will see you as a man and women will feel attracted to you. But this won't happen because you have a 2.5 chin-philtrum ratio. It will happen because you accepted yourself and looksmaxxed from there as much as you could. This includes frauding. You don't need a hexum jaw ffs. Just beardmaxx if you have a below average jaw. PSL doesn't apply to IRL so fraud as much as possible if you can't afford/isn't worth fixing things. All of you must have heard foids rating an average normie 9/10 because he has some niche like "musty mullet daddy" or whatever. No one cares about PSL irl. And it's not as instinctive as you think. A girl I was crazy in love for would be rated MTB LTB here. And since I don't have feelings for her right now I also don't think she was that beautiful compared to back then. You guys are completely neglecting hormones, pheromones, motion etc.
Another huge mistake is to get obsessed over the past and daydream. Ah, only if slept well during puberty, only if I mewed, only if I ate healthy food... This shit won't get you nowhere. Fix your bad habits from now on and keep on living.
Normies aren't aware of the blackpill in contrary to what is spammed everyday. Just because they think they are ugly doesn't mean that they are aware. You have been blessed with the blackpill. There is no forgetting what you saw. Use it to ascend past normies, not to rot in your room. 90% of the human population lives like shit. Surpass them. Be healthy. Beauty is a synonym for health. Don't get jewed.
A fulfilling life requires you to be a well rounded human. Can you chitchat with random people? Can you dance? Do you know your whine, beer, local cuisine, foreign cuisine. Can you play an instrument? Can you drive? Do you play a sports? Do you explore music? Do you participate in panels?
All these things accumulate to build who you are in the future. You can't cope with having slayed 50 people in your youth when you turn 40. So stop ruining yourself because you can't perform the most primitive human action - sex. Just build yourself as a human being and the rest will come. Lookism doesn't mean a good looking bum is more valuable than an ugly newspaper editor. You are fooling yourself if you think of this. Lookism doesn't only consist of PSL, it includes everything that can be seen in a superficial perspective. Including one's actions and status.
TLDR: PIV is not different from masturbation. You can't revolve and sustain your entire life around that. PIV should consist a very small portion of your life and I talked about how to achieve it and the other aspects of life briefly.
Yeah this was worse than my philosophy essay tbh
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