
Leanbo
Leanbo
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Ever since I was a little kid I have had no idea what I've wanted to do. My parents have pushed me to do everything, so there was honestly no driving factor in for me to do anything. I spent my teen years as an ambivert living two completely different lives, one on shitty discord com servers, forums and 4chan, the other a relatively normal teenage life with a social life and real friends. All my friends have something they're striving for, and i have no idea what i should do. I've already tried roping but it didn't work out and my mom found me and now all my friends doesn't know what to think of me as since i was a very happy jestermaxxed HTN before i tried.
The blackpill might work in my favor but that doesn't mean I'm happy.
I've been learning about the whitepill and shit like Buddhist teachings, letting go of desire and stuff like that. But without desire is there even a reason to live?
imo: there is no reason to go forward without desire, and what i desire most is a reason to keep going.
anyone else in the same boat


The blackpill might work in my favor but that doesn't mean I'm happy.
I've been learning about the whitepill and shit like Buddhist teachings, letting go of desire and stuff like that. But without desire is there even a reason to live?
imo: there is no reason to go forward without desire, and what i desire most is a reason to keep going.
anyone else in the same boat