i have no future

[hahxdadvx]

I recently got a job and worked there for a month before leaving. I noticed that everyone doesn't care about each other, but they try to act like they are good to those around them and I already felt disgusted by this. I don't see the point anymore in becoming better just so people will treat you well. Moreover, I am almost sure that their attitude towards me will become even worse. I used to really like being surrounded by people, but now it's the other way around since I turned 15. I have no friends left, I don't communicate with my parents, I only have 2 friends from the Internet with whom we have hardly communicated lately. I'll have to go back to work soon, I'll try to find one where I won't have to interact with people. I have no plans for what to do in the future and how I will solve this problem, no matter what I do, I start to feel even worse

 

[hahxdadvx]

the only thing i would like is to find a girlfriend but it is difficult and from what other people say it will not bring me anything

 

[Germanmogger1]

Honestly you’ll have to adapt to the modern fake social life.
The only way to many find “real” ppl is by ascending so you attract many and are able to select