i have no hobbies

[160cmcurry]

anything i do, i just brush it off as subhuman cope

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

 

[lurking truecel]

Not even gooning ?

 

[trenace450]

Of course you do, it's rotting on org

 

[160cmcurry]

Not even gooning ?

no, just wanna rope. nothing really left for me here

 

[lurking truecel]

no, just wanna rope. nothing really left for me here

Would you take a boat to the grey heavens ?

 

[Snicket]

anything i do, i just brush it off as subhuman cope

Even as an unattractive guy, you must have things you enjoy doing.
They can't all be copes.

 

[Snicket]

Would you take a boat to the grey heavens ?

Yes, I'm ready for one more adventure.

 

[lurking truecel]

Yes, I'm ready for one more adventure.

Good, it will be one to remember

 

[160cmcurry]

Would you take a boat to the grey heavens ?

maybe, definitely not making it to ‘heaven’ though. i’m not a good person morally speaking

 

[HeLivesAgain]

same

not much that is enjoyable anymore tbh

 

[Snicket]

Good, it will be one to remember

Well here at last, dear friends, on the shores of the Sea comes the end of our fellowship

 

[ryuken]

I keep reading it "boobies"

 

[truelurker]

I might have fucked my dopamine receptors but I find nothing enjoyable other than working out

hanging out with my friends aren't fun anymore

reading books aren't fun

playing video games aren't fun

 

[160cmcurry]

Even as an unattractive guy, you must have things you enjoy doing.
They can't all be copes.

literally don’t. i used to cope with gaming back in my younger years and thought i ‘liked them’ and had a ‘passion’ for them. it wasn’t until i realized that the reason i coped with gaming was because of my shit base, just a genetic dead end. i wouldn’t have spent years on it if i had a proper friend group, female friends, people that actually cared about me. all just a distraction, something to fill the empty space beneath me. i’ve spent so much time convincing myself it was something i genuinely enjoyed, but deep down, subconsciously, i knew it was just a way to escape the harsh reality of not being able to connect with anyone, of being stuck in this cycle. if i had any real connections or people that valued me i wouldn’t have needed that ‘fake world’ to live in

 

[Snicket]

literally don’t. i used to cope with gaming back in my younger years and thought i ‘liked them’ and had a ‘passion’ for them. it wasn’t until i realized that the reason i coped with gaming was because of my shit base, just a genetic dead end. i wouldn’t have spent years on it if i had a proper friend group, female friends, people that actually cared about me. all just a distraction, something to fill the empty space beneath me. i’ve spent so much time convincing myself it was something i genuinely enjoyed, but deep down, subconsciously, i know it was just a way to escape the harsh reality of not being able to connect with anyone, of being stuck in this cycle. if i had any real connections or people that valued me i wouldn’t have needed that ‘fake world’ to live in

I understand this and have felt the same way.
Do you plan to try new things to at least break the cycle?
It won't make you more fulfilled but there's got to be something out there that you'd enjoy doing.

 

[160cmcurry]

I understand this and have felt the same way.
Do you plan to try new things to at least break the cycle?
It won't make you more fulfilled but there's got to be something out there that you'd enjoy doing.

no, nothing ever changes. any ‘hobby’ of mine is a hobby that doesn’t involve socializing with people or connecting with people, i brush it off as a cope. unfortunately, all my hobbies are this. just a way to distract myself from the fact that i’m alone, that i don’t matter to anyone. every time i pick something up, it’s not because i really enjoy it, it’s just a way to pass time, another reminder that im doing this ‘hobby’ because i have no friends, no one that cares about me

 

[Snicket]

no, nothing ever changes. any ‘hobby’ of mine is a hobby that doesn’t involve socializing with people or connecting with people, i brush it off as a cope. unfortunately, all my hobbies are this. just a way to distract myself from the fact that i’m alone, that i don’t matter to anyone. every time i pick something up, it’s not because i really enjoy it, it’s just a way to pass time, another reminder that im doing this ‘hobby’ because i have no friends, no one that cares about me

What do your parents think? They must be concerned that you never socialize.

 

[deadstock]

Me neither. Hobbies r for good looking people with a will to live

 

[UtahParentCenterPSL]

anything i do, i just brush it off as subhuman cope

I used to be like that. but now I enjoy my hobbies : ) life is great

 

[Snicket]

I used to be like that. but now I enjoy my hobbies : ) life is great

10/10 for creativity here.

 

[truelurker]

no, nothing ever changes. any ‘hobby’ of mine is a hobby that doesn’t involve socializing with people or connecting with people, i brush it off as a cope. unfortunately, all my hobbies are this. just a way to distract myself from the fact that i’m alone, that i don’t matter to anyone. every time i pick something up, it’s not because i really enjoy it, it’s just a way to pass time, another reminder that im doing this ‘hobby’ because i have no friends, no one that cares about me

literally don’t. i used to cope with gaming back in my younger years and thought i ‘liked them’ and had a ‘passion’ for them. it wasn’t until i realized that the reason i coped with gaming was because of my shit base, just a genetic dead end. i wouldn’t have spent years on it if i had a proper friend group, female friends, people that actually cared about me. all just a distraction, something to fill the empty space beneath me. i’ve spent so much time convincing myself it was something i genuinely enjoyed, but deep down, subconsciously, i knew it was just a way to escape the harsh reality of not being able to connect with anyone, of being stuck in this cycle. if i had any real connections or people that valued me i wouldn’t have needed that ‘fake world’ to live in

same man same

I remember trying to join a wrestling club but stopping myself from doing so because of my big fucking head
I literally can not play any sport or do any outside hobbies because of my head
because I either get laughed at or just get made fun of the whole time

I have to wear a big ass jacket with my hood on to hide my head

 

[160cmcurry]

What do your parents think? They must be concerned that you never socialize.

don’t really talk to them a lot. don’t really know much about my ‘college life.’ i spend the majority of the day in the basement floor of one of the buildings, just sleeping or doing work. most of my ‘time’ is spent on college

 

[Snicket]

don’t really talk to them a lot. don’t really know much about my ‘college life.’ i spend the majority of the day in the basement floor of one of the buildings, just sleeping or doing work. most of my ‘time’ is spent on college

Don't know what to say really. I'm sorry it came to this.
Hope it gets better for you - as vapid as that sounds - but i mean it.

 

[160cmcurry]

same man same

I remember trying to join a wrestling club but stopping myself from doing so because of my big fucking head
I literally can not play any sport or do any outside hobbies because of my head
because I either get laughed at or just get made fun of the whole time

I have to wear a big ass jacket with my hood on to hide my head

subhuman tries to pursue anything team related or sports and just gets laughed at, brutal. i remember always being picked last, or people arguing about why i shouldn’t be on their team. just brutal memories. same thing with group work, where they’d create an entire group chat without me in it

 

[160cmcurry]

Don't know what to say really. I'm sorry it came to this.
Hope it gets better for you - as vapid as that sounds - but i mean it.

unfortunately won’t. i truly do wish something happens, something that completely breaks me out of this cycle

 

[trench]

same tbh, not a single hobby i just do nothing all day my life is fucking miserable