DieVoGel6949
Autistic truecel
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Before I start writing this I will say I made the title a bit clickbaity but just to clarify I'm not suicidal in any way.
What it basically stems down to is the fact that I don't want to be a functioning member of society. Ever since my birth society has been against me simply for my physical and mental attributes.
I feel like I can't pay any attention in school and not be bothered to participate in any of it which is detrimental to my career life. I'm getting below 30% scores on tests even tho I've been tested to have an IQ around the 130s. Even with this I still struggle in completing even basic tasks I'm required to do.
Like I said I've been shunned for my attributes at a young age by basically everyone I know. My peers, teachers and parents. I've never felt that I truly belong in this society for my attributes but also my intelligence and seeing the lies of this society. I just can't be bothered to wagecuck for some Jews who were born into rich families and exploit other people. I also can't be bothered to try and make connections with people who don't truly like me but rather to keep me around for something I have or out of pity.
My parents have been constantly nagging me and calling me a loser NEET for not going to school and not having any friends or passions. It's simply not worth pursuing anything because it all comes down to genetics and heritage.
I think I will become a NEET or homeless in the future since I'm nearly 17 and adulthood is approaching. Thank you my fellow blackpillers for reading and thus I conclude my story
What it basically stems down to is the fact that I don't want to be a functioning member of society. Ever since my birth society has been against me simply for my physical and mental attributes.
I feel like I can't pay any attention in school and not be bothered to participate in any of it which is detrimental to my career life. I'm getting below 30% scores on tests even tho I've been tested to have an IQ around the 130s. Even with this I still struggle in completing even basic tasks I'm required to do.
Like I said I've been shunned for my attributes at a young age by basically everyone I know. My peers, teachers and parents. I've never felt that I truly belong in this society for my attributes but also my intelligence and seeing the lies of this society. I just can't be bothered to wagecuck for some Jews who were born into rich families and exploit other people. I also can't be bothered to try and make connections with people who don't truly like me but rather to keep me around for something I have or out of pity.
My parents have been constantly nagging me and calling me a loser NEET for not going to school and not having any friends or passions. It's simply not worth pursuing anything because it all comes down to genetics and heritage.
I think I will become a NEET or homeless in the future since I'm nearly 17 and adulthood is approaching. Thank you my fellow blackpillers for reading and thus I conclude my story
