I have no substance

[TheVoidInside]

thats why i constantly feel like i dont exist, like a ghost. even though i am relatively famous its completely vapid.

i had a chance to gain substance but i was too stupid to realize it back then. it would have been an uphill battle but i didnt have the balls to do it. i wanted the easy way out.

chickening out at that point costed me a lot. now im just aimlessly wandering, i know i will never get laid and i dont mind because i deserve it.

I was never gonna be a slayer or anything and she knew it. when i told her i had quit my band she said "You did the right thing. You should focus on your career. Why dont you start working as a tutor like i am?"

And she sounded rly harsh at the time but over time i realized that she was trying to protect me from aimlesly beating the air for the rest of my life like im doing now.

I used to hate the fact that im stuck in two hypercompetitive rat races but the sad truth is that there was 1 person that tried to pull me away from this shit and i didnt listen to her warning. "It will eat you up from the inside" she told me because she could see herself in my shoes.

It was a chance. maybe not a chance to get laid but it was a chance to be happy. now im just torturing myself.

 

[chadisbeingmade]

 

[Monarchy]

thats why i constantly feel like i dont exist, like a ghost. even though i am relatively famous its completely vapid.

i had a chance to gain substance but i was too stupid to realize it back then. it would have been an uphill battle but i didnt have the balls to do it. i wanted the easy way out.

chickening out at that point costed me a lot. now im just aimlessly wandering, i know i will never get laid and i dont mind because i deserve it.

I was never gonna be a slayer or anything and she knew it. when i told her i had quit my band she said "You did the right thing. You should focus on your career. Why dont you start working as a tutor like i am?"

And she sounded rly harsh at the time but over time i realized that she was trying to protect me from aimlesly beating the air for the rest of my life like im doing now.

I used to hate the fact that im stuck in two hypercompetitive rat races but the sad truth is that there was 1 person that tried to pull me away from this shit and i didnt listen to her warning. "It will eat you up from the inside" she told me because she could see herself in my shoes.

It was a chance. maybe not a chance to get laid but it was a chance to be happy. now im just torturing myself.

Relatively famous?

 

[TheVoidInside]

Relatively famous?

im an influencer

 

[Monarchy]

im an influencer

How many followers roughly? How did u do it

 

[TheVoidInside]

How many followers roughly?

500 but i could get more

How did u do it

small reels flexxing bass playing

 

[Monarchy]

500 but i could get more


small reels flexxing bass playing

500k ?

Wats bass playing? Music?

 

[Primalsplit]

That's why you are the Apparition. You are void.

 

[Primalsplit]

500k ?

Wats bass playing? Music?

Not 500k. 500.

As you can see it's all relative.

 

[TheVoidInside]

That's why you are the Apparition. You are void.

Yeah. I was 5 years too late sadly . Whats thepoint of having ig if not to be brutally rejected by your itis?

 

[TheVoidInside]

Not 500k. 500.

As you can see it's all relative.

even at 500k my life wouldnt be any different

 

[superpsycho]

same tbh

 

[recai iskender]

 

[Primalsplit]

even at 500k my life wouldnt be any different

You can actually achieve 500k. You can be a succesful clown.

 

[TheVoidInside]

You can actually achieve 500k. You can be a succesful clown.

whats the point? i wll never enterain my old itis

 

[Primalsplit]

whats the point? i wll never enterain my old itis

Do you know the Pagliachi joke?

 

[TheVoidInside]

Do you know the Pagliachi joke?

i have a feeling its a joke for you but for me its pain