suicidemonkey
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I have an eating disorder and might relapse but enough is enough. I cold approached like 10 foids at a bar a few weeks ago and the rejection was unbearable, I’d gained some weight and the invisibility of being a MTN was completely brutal (20% body fat currently).
Anyway, I started this 1000 calorie deficit and it’s been all I can think about. I remember being lean and gamemaxxing about a year ago which made it easy to talk to prime women. The only advantage is that I now have more muscle mass but regardless, I genuinely need to see myself lean.
Anyway, I started this 1000 calorie deficit and it’s been all I can think about. I remember being lean and gamemaxxing about a year ago which made it easy to talk to prime women. The only advantage is that I now have more muscle mass but regardless, I genuinely need to see myself lean.