I have OCD about money

[Deleted member 5815]

I've been wageslaving at restaurants since August tonight I will receive my paycheck and reach the 20k$ CAD mark in savings which puts me in the top 10% of men my age (22) I assume?

Yet I'm scared to spend anything I haven't treated myself ever, I moved back in to not have to pay for rent when I want to get drunk I steal alcohol from my family when I go buy cigarettes I steal pennies around the house or use the ones my parents give me once in a while, I don't get pleasure from material items only from substances and sex, my main hobbies videogames and anime are free

I haven't bought a single piece of clothing nothing if I would I would probably start crying and freaking out

I'm so scared of being poor I want to be a millionaire I know I will have to take risks and invest money that I can't just wageslave forever

 

[Deleted member 5815]

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want to so bad

 

[BearBoy]

Pls Buy me 20 bucks Amazon card germany

 

[Deleted member 22063]

i know exactly what u mean i need like 100k before i can buy anything

buying a car destroyed me man it's so much fucking money

 

[thereallegend]

stop smoking bro

 

[Deleted member 5815]

stop smoking bro

January 1st 2023 swear to God

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Brutal Asian work ethic pill I haven’t worked a day in my life

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Brutal Asian work ethic pill I haven’t worked a day in my life

I have 0 work ethic I'm a NEET at heart bro I'm just so desperate to get a girlfriend

at work I have no idea what I'm doing I do the bare minimum my tryhard coworkers hate me they say it's unfair ''it's been 3 months and you still don't know how to do this and that etc''

 

[Deleted member 23558]

I have 0 work ethic I'm a NEET at heart bro I'm just so desperate to get a girlfriend

at work I have no idea what I'm doing I do the bare minimum my tryhard coworkers hate me they say it's unfair ''it's been 3 months and you still don't know how to do this and that etc''

Leanmax quick Niga

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Leanmax quick Niga

ray peat destroyed me I can't drink water I only drink milk & OJ lmao if I cut that out I would be so skinny

should I do keto intermittent fasting and take fish oil

 

[Deleted member 23558]

ray peat destroyed me I can't drink water I only drink milk & OJ lmao if I cut that out I would be so skinny

should I do keto intermittent fasting and take fish oil

Y can’t u drink water? Are you susceptible to high PTH? Drink skim milk instead take aspirin and vitamin k2 w lots of coffee and smoke some cigs. If you can ,take dnp

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Y can’t u drink water? Are you susceptible to high PTH? Drink skim milk instead take aspirin and vitamin k2 w lots of coffee and smoke some cigs. If you can ,take dnp

already do all of this I'm just so hungry and always craving red meat sugar and starch

I'm in high serotonin high cortisol learned helplessness state due to wageslaving doing physical labour once I quit January 1st I'll get lean like ramirez and never look back

 

[Deleted member 23558]

already do all of this I'm just so hungry and always craving red meat sugar and starch

I'm in high serotonin high cortisol learned helplessness state due to wageslaving doing physical labour once I quit January 1st I'll get lean like ramirez and never look back

Do u take cypro to offset serotonin? Kratom also good for leanmax although not that peaty

 

[Deleted member 5815]

Do u take cypro to offset serotonin? Kratom also good for leanmax although not that peaty

I don't have cypro right now I take benadryl which is a otc antihistamine that lowers serotonin, though not as much as cypro

I only tried kratom once it was in a drink at a smokeshop do you order it online? capsule or powder?