I have severe mental illness but I don’t know what exactly

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- sudden head rushes
- sudden crash
- quick to anger
- sudden urge to be sad
- bad impulse control
- occasional very strong homicidal urges (Had urge to kill mum and her kid and urge to kill my mum)
- occasional very strong urge to self arm (one time I had a strong urge to drill my eyes in)

All of this is suppressed heavily by vyvanse. But off vyvanse this happens again. What condition do I have ?

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

borderline personality disorder

 

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borderline personality disorder

Checked. You’re right