I have to record myself for an assignment tomorrow

[Prøphet]

I have to record myself saying some shit and share it with the class, for all to see

I have to take a video of my sub4 hideous crosseyed face and upload that

I can’t bear to even look at myself in the mirror and I have to do this

I think I’m going to drink 4 shots first so I at least don’t cry, otherwise I won’t be able to do it, hopefully I won’t even remember any of it

But yeah it’s fucking brutal out here for subhumans man, your face is literally ingrained into who you are, even the most basic things require you to present your appearance as a reflection of yourself, and there’s nothing I can do until the surgery date comes, I did the skincare, I did the leanmaxxing, it’s not enough, something horrible is going on in my skull, it’s in my genes, I am inferior and Im forced to pretend I’m not

 

[Prøphet]

I’m more focused on how I can fraud and lightingmaxx and voicemaxand look nt than what I’m actually gonna say, fuck I hate this life, I hate being ugly, I hate that I can never be enough because of how I was born

 

[Number1Greycel]

Just put a morph on the video and you’ll get extra marks

 

[Prøphet]

Just put a morph on the video and you’ll get extra marks

“Why am I getting extra credit”

I should’ve done ts

 

[futureschizo]

I had to record a video of myself but it was only for the teacher thank god