i have zero masculinity (older sister+stay at home mom)

[rawdogprince]

i was basically raised by females having an older sister (older sibling is your biggest role model) and a stay at home mom. i was always spending time with the girls and developed girly interests like looksmaxing, seeking compliments through clothesmaxing, and talking shit about others. heck i even preferred playing with barbies over racing cars. i remember my dad would come home from work everyday and get so mad at me for doing gay stuff like putting moisturizer on my face or watching romcoms.

and it fucked me big time. i got bullied in elementary school because i knew how to sew and who Ken was. it gave me social anxiety getting made fun of for all my gay hobbies so much that i completely closed off myself to others. if anyone asks me a personal question like "what kind of music do you like?" i get ptsd and can only give a generic answer that i know everyone would agree with.

and now it still fucks me today. women are disgusted by feminine men. it's worse than being ugly (well not really but it's still a death sentence.) i am an incel. even when i had sex i couldnt even enjoy myself because i was just thinking about pleasing the other person and not myself (just like an insecure woman would). i just wanted to be validated. in fact i hated cumming for a girl brcause in my mind it meant i lost, and that she is more valuable than me.

tldr; i think like a woman because i hung out with too many girls as a kid and it fucked my life in every way.

 

[AestheticPrince]

i was basically raised by females having an older sister (older sibling is your biggest role model) and a stay at home mom. i was always spending time with the girls and developed girly interests like looksmaxing, seeking compliments through clothesmaxing, and talking shit about others. heck i even preferred playing with barbies over racing cars. i remember my dad would come home from work everyday and get so mad at me for doing gay stuff like putting moisturizer on my face or watching romcoms.

and it fucked me big time. i got bullied in elementary school because i knew how to sew and who Ken was. it gave me social anxiety getting made fun of for all my gay hobbies so much that i completely closed off myself to others. if anyone asks me a personal question like "what kind of music do you like?" i get ptsd and can only give a generic answer that i know everyone would agree with.

and now it still fucks me today. women are disgusted by feminine men. it's worse than being ugly (well not really but it's still a death sentence.) i am an incel. even when i had sex i couldnt even enjoy myself because i was just thinking about pleasing the other person and not myself (just like an insecure woman would). i just wanted to be validated. in fact i hated cumming for a girl brcause in my mind it meant i lost, she is more valuable than me.

tldr; i think like a woman because i hung out with too many girls as a kid and it fucked my life in every way.

Why don't you have sex with your sister?

 

[Overjetcel299]

Brutal

 

[Mysticcc]

relatable as fuck tbh
i guess its just low T

 

[turkproducer]

you can fix it. I never had real father figure apart from grandfather who wasn’t able to teach me my whole life but I’m not a beta now. it took me a while and lots of self improvement but it worked.

retarded red pill advice actually works here no joke. go inject test, hit the gym, meditate etc.

 

[Avoidant]

Same here, but I still have very stereotypically masculine hobbies (guitars, motorcycles, vidya, cars, etc). A boy absolutely needs masculine energy in the household when he's growing up, the modern destruction of the nuclear family is going to fuck up countless young men.

 

[Vitruvian]

idk man. if u grew up thinking ur a faggot but looked like this

girls would still give u attention. no question. u are valuable genetically if u look good. your situation is bad but it was only amplified by how u look

 

[rawdogprince]

Same here, but I still have very stereotypically masculine hobbies (guitars, motorcycles, vidya, cars, etc). A boy absolutely needs masculine energy in the household when he's growing up, the modern destruction of the nuclear family is going to fuck up countless young men.

my masculine hobbies sre escorts and marijuana but neither of those are socially acceptable so im fucked. wish i could get into beer and sports like a normal guy but i just cant.

 

[BigChinHispanic]

can relate

 

[reptiles]

i was basically raised by females having an older sister (older sibling is your biggest role model) and a stay at home mom. i was always spending time with the girls and developed girly interests like looksmaxing, seeking compliments through clothesmaxing, and talking shit about others. heck i even preferred playing with barbies over racing cars. i remember my dad would come home from work everyday and get so mad at me for doing gay stuff like putting moisturizer on my face or watching romcoms.

and it fucked me big time. i got bullied in elementary school because i knew how to sew and who Ken was. it gave me social anxiety getting made fun of for all my gay hobbies so much that i completely closed off myself to others. if anyone asks me a personal question like "what kind of music do you like?" i get ptsd and can only give a generic answer that i know everyone would agree with.

and now it still fucks me today. women are disgusted by feminine men. it's worse than being ugly (well not really but it's still a death sentence.) i am an incel. even when i had sex i couldnt even enjoy myself because i was just thinking about pleasing the other person and not myself (just like an insecure woman would). i just wanted to be validated. in fact i hated cumming for a girl brcause in my mind it meant i lost, and that she is more valuable than me.

tldr; i think like a woman because i hung out with too many girls as a kid and it fucked my life in every way.

DISAGREE FOIDS ARE DISGUSTED by feminine men just ugly stop coping or your jsut autistic if so it's over