I haven’t hung out with anyone since 2020

[Jatt]

I haven’t gone anywhere with friends since 2020 last time was at the movies when we watched bad boys for life


I’ve travelled with my family tho


Ever since high school graduation I’ve had 0 “real” irl friends

Even in high school I really only had 1 good friend everyone else is just floaters

 

[Jatt]

I’ve missed out on so much stuff

I still haven’t tried any weed or any drugs or alcohol

I wanna go clubbing but have no friends to do so I do have this 1 girl but not until he she moves in September

 

[canthus]

Become chad

 

[lastredeemer]

 

[Remeliawpckhardt]

I just graduated from a shitty half private half college prep high school and it fucking sucked. Whole school was full of Indian niggas and they didn’t do shit so I feel you bro. You don’t know anyone from other schools tho? That’s how I got shit going last year and this year. Honestly, if you really wanna run some shit then just add niggas on snap and make some shit happen or if you’re in college then join every club possible and just fuck with everyone.

 

[nobodylovesme]

Even more brutal than me. Crazy. Isolation truly rots you

 

[FaceandBBC]

Nigga I haven’t hung out with anyone since 2019

 

[Klasik616]

I haven’t gone anywhere with friends since 2020 last time was at the movies when we watched bad boys for life


I’ve travelled with my family tho


Ever since high school graduation I’ve had 0 “real” irl friends

Even in high school I really only had 1 good friend everyone else is just floaters

We share the same story bro

 

[Bitterschön]

Brutal agepill, lost-time pill, social isolation pill.

 

[Andremln]

I just graduated from a shitty half private half college prep high school and it fucking sucked. Whole school was full of Indian niggas and they didn’t do shit so I feel you bro. You don’t know anyone from other schools tho? That’s how I got shit going last year and this year. Honestly, if you really wanna run some shit then just add niggas on snap and make some shit happen or if you’re in college then join every club possible and just fuck with everyone.

For real man, i graduated last year but i was in 8th grade when the covid hit and i didn't get to know anyone in my highschool, also i was homeschooled since third grade and only had like 3 friends who were neurodivergent as fuck so you can only imagine how awkward and socially inept i was when we came back to classes after the pandemic ended, i literally had absolute 0 idea about how to socialize and i was ugly as shit, had that typical incel look, oily skin, bad acne, short slicked back hair, glasses, fat, etc. and no one really tried to get close to me and honestly it was for the best because at the time i was weird as fuck, i also was super conservative to cope i guess and i had been in natsoc larping groups to try to fit in somewhere since that shit was trending in the incel community back in 2020 and 2021 with the whole gypsy crusader, george floyd, blm stuff, i never truly believed in their ideals but i had this need to fit in somewhere and i found looksmaxx.org in 2022, it saved me, legit saved my fucking life i was in a hole that i couldn't get out, my social life in my high school was dead and just had 1 homie during my hs years but i did make some friends and learned social skills at the gym, i met lots of nt dudes and i kept it short when interacting with them to learn how to socialize as much as possible before getting to be more open and talkative to not fuck it up and it worked, now im in college and i've made a good amount of friends and we go out to the club or bar at least once a week

Honestly im not even awkward now, i asked someone that i met this year if he thought i was kind of weird or came off as a bit awkward or if i had weird mannerisms/gestures, and he told me that he thought i was really normal, maybe a bit introverted but not weird or shy just that im not as talkative as other ppl, i told him that someone said i was kind of autistic and he said that the dude was trippin, and this is a very honest NT guy so i take his word for granted, my problem when interacting with ppl was probably just looks and the many years of being homeschooled with no friends, because i used to have friends in elementary but i moved to another city and lost contact

 

[Andremln]

We share the same story bro

You're a smart dude, i remember you having very good takes, sorry you have no friends, can i ask why? i mean being dumb is optimal for having a good social life

 

[lykoris]

I’ve missed out on so much stuff

I still haven’t tried any weed or any drugs or alcohol

I wanna go clubbing but have no friends to do so I do have this 1 girl but not until he she moves in September

Tung tung tung tung tung sahur

 

[Remeliawpckhardt]

For real man, i graduated last year but i was in 8th grade when the covid hit and i didn't get to know anyone in my highschool, also i was homeschooled since third grade and only had like 3 friends who were neurodivergent as fuck so you can only imagine how awkward and socially inept i was when we came back to classes after the pandemic ended, i literally had absolute 0 idea about how to socialize and i was ugly as shit, had that typical incel look, oily skin, bad acne, short slicked back hair, glasses, fat, etc. and no one really tried to get close to me and honestly it was for the best because at the time i was weird as fuck, i also was super conservative to cope i guess and i had been in natsoc larping groups to try to fit in somewhere since that shit was trending in the incel community back in 2020 and 2021 with the whole gypsy crusader, george floyd, blm stuff, i never truly believed in their ideals but i had this need to fit in somewhere and i found looksmaxx.org in 2022, it saved me, legit saved my fucking life i was in a hole that i couldn't get out, my social life in my high school was dead and just had 1 homie during my hs years but i did make some friends and learned social skills at the gym, i met lots of nt dudes and i kept it short when interacting with them to learn how to socialize as much as possible before getting to be more open and talkative to not fuck it up and it worked, now im in college and i've made a good amount of friends and we go out to the club or bar at least once a week

Honestly im not even awkward now, i asked someone that i met this year if he thought i was kind of weird or came off as a bit awkward or if i had weird mannerisms/gestures, and he told me that he thought i was really normal, maybe a bit introverted but not weird or shy just that im not as talkative as other ppl, i told him that someone said i was kind of autistic and he said that the dude was trippin, and this is a very honest NT guy so i take his word for granted, my problem when interacting with ppl was probably just looks and the many years of being homeschooled with no friends, because i used to have friends in elementary but i moved to another city and lost contact

Read every word.

 

[Remeliawpckhardt]

Tung tung tung tung tung sahur

 

[lykoris]

i just had one 6 hours ago

 

[Popstar867]

People here need to appreciate their family’s more . Much more important than friends . I don’t have both

 

[Remeliawpckhardt]

i just had one 6 hours ago

I don’t belieb you

 

[lykoris]

I don’t belieb you

bhai my hair is smooth as hell

 

[lykoris]

People here need to appreciate their family’s more . Much more important than friends . I don’t have both

I hate my family and i hate my friends bro

 

[lykoris]

Tung tung

 

[Popstar867]

I hate my family and i hate my friends bro

nigga if you hate your friends then leave also I haven’t felt any emotion like hate in a long time I don’t think I’m sentient

 

[lykoris]

nigga if you hate your friends then leave also I haven’t felt any emotion like hate in a long time I don’t think I’m sentient

Yes same i have chronic anhedonia basically now im always feeling antipathy towards anybody that bothers me irl

 

[Andremln]

Read every word.

Appreciate it, my ntmaxxing journey was difficult though, i felt so lonely most of the time, i see that many dudes here have been on a similar spot, same reason why i stay on the forum tbh, these are the only ppl that i can be totally open to, i consider no one irl a true friend but i don't hate them, i mean i also don't consider anyone here a friend, i don't really have friends, here i can be open but i can't connect, irl i can kind of connect through experience and shared moments but i can't be really open about anything and i have to constantly fake a persona, i may have to work on that, but now i even like neurotypical stuff, i know this one aspie guy that hates with his soul trap, rap, and latin music styles along with the culture, he's the type of dude to post "reject modernity, embrace tradition" on his ig stories, but i kind of enjoy it, clubbing, drinking, gambling, i see the ritual and why most people like it

I also feel much better since i left the extremist ideologies behind, i was filled with hate the whole time, i look back and it was dumb and cringe as fuck, focusing on that type of stuff signals that you can't get laid and can't function as a social animal and basically that you're genetic waste, honestly its a super low T and low Iq thing to do, it torments me when i remember how i was 4 years ago

Just read what i just typed and if ppl irl could read ts they would think im a skinwalker trying his hardest to appear to be human what the fuck man

 

[Uehdbwidbfngj]

I haven’t gone anywhere with friends since 2020 last time was at the movies when we watched bad boys for life


I’ve travelled with my family tho


Ever since high school graduation I’ve had 0 “real” irl friends

Even in high school I really only had 1 good friend everyone else is just floaters

Think it was 2022 for me in middle school but im in highschool junior rn so I haven’t hung out with anybody in high school yet