I haven't jerked off in five days

[chudcell999]

I've completely dropped out of entertaining the idea of a romantic partner my resentment for not just women but the general public is growing ever more I'm genuinely so tired of meaningless eye contact meaningless sweaty palms meaningless small talk that never goes anywhere I always say I never cope but the only reason I have killed myself is because I cope with hope that I can experience nice materialistic things like having a nice motorcycle collection and building by own bike from scratch but I'm growing impatient with my hefty dream I realize my dreams may just be dreams I'm so tired I haven't jerked off in five days which is unusual for me considering I do it daily or every other day but just looking at women sexually turns me off atp it's something to intimate that I can only simulate in my mind with a phone I'm done I don't care for women anymore I think this is how rira felt when he said he gave up on love and happiness

 

[awkwardraccoon]

real shit brother, experiencing this too