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And it's probably for the better. If I saw her, I would get her a crazy dopamine rush and at the same time, it would be awkward as fuck, since I almost raped her. Imagine having that hots for a girl you violated lol. How pathetic is that?
And I can't fucking believe i fell in that trap. I was told to persist, I thought that was the way, she didn't show resistance, I had no idea what I was doing lol. I even asked for permission to put my arm over her but that was still rape since she wasn't attracted to me.
I ruined our friendly relationship with this shit, i knew she didn't like me but i was dumb enough to make a move that would ruin EVERYTHING. But she left home to go live with her chad bf so i won't be seeing her ever again which is better for my mental health. I don't want PTSDE.
And I can't fucking believe i fell in that trap. I was told to persist, I thought that was the way, she didn't show resistance, I had no idea what I was doing lol. I even asked for permission to put my arm over her but that was still rape since she wasn't attracted to me.
I ruined our friendly relationship with this shit, i knew she didn't like me but i was dumb enough to make a move that would ruin EVERYTHING. But she left home to go live with her chad bf so i won't be seeing her ever again which is better for my mental health. I don't want PTSDE.