I haven't slept at night for 8 days

[BigBallsLarry]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

 

[Bryce]

Do you know exactly why you can't sleep?

 

[CookiekingFAN]

I been up for 8 days everything is haunted

 

[BigBallsLarry]

it's 5:11 now so i basically have to get up and start getting ready to school

I've been playing all the mods 9 - to the sky to kill time It's a very enjoyable modpack

Do you know exactly why you can't sleep?

I have long term insomnia, caused mainly by chronic stress and past trauma at night (my mind was fucked and i had hallucinations and panic attacks every night as a child)

I usually take medication to sleep but it ended recently and i have to wait untill i can get new ones

@BeanCelll @MANLETprettyBOY @GynoGladiator @Mogsgymmaxx

 

[Mogsgymmaxx]

Take sleeping pills

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Take sleeping pills

bro didnt read the post

 

[Mogsgymmaxx]

bro didnt read the post

I just read it, brutal just thug it out idk

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I just read it, brutal just thug it out idk

only choice atp tbh

i dont wanna go to school but gotta thug that out aswell

school is meaningless and pointless but all my family and peers peer pressure me into it instead of LDARing and waiting to die

 

[Gengar]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

Come to the Netherlands, I’ve got some benzos. Also some Xanax and Zopiclone if you want.

 

[ikramy]

I haven’t slept at night for months

 

[Gengar]

I have an appointment at the doctor’s office with some psychologist but she’s trying to convince me I’ve got autism. I have to be there at 11:30 but I think I’ll just skip. It’s 6 AM and most importantly I certainly do NOT have autism. It’s just a waste of my time.

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

Yo i've fucked up my sleep as well due to studying at night then wageslaving in home office (could wake up at noon or in the afternoon as long as i get shit done) Took me years to fix it

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I haven’t slept at night for months

Really? Is there a reason?

Come to the Netherlands, I’ve got some benzos. Also some Xanax and Zopiclone if you want.

I wish i could But im still a broke teenager

I have an appointment at the doctor’s office with some psychologist but she’s trying to convince me I’ve got autism. I have to be there at 11:30 but I think I’ll just skip. It’s 6 AM and most importantly I certainly do NOT have autism. It’s just a waste of my time.

I remember you made a thread about this! I think i said that there's nothing wrong with listening to what she has to say incase you do have some symptoms. I still think that, i mean, better to know it than to not know it, right? - knowledge is power or something. Even if you had autism, i wouldn't think it's anything suprising (no offense, i have it myself)

Yo i've fucked up my sleep as well due to studying at night then wageslaving in home office (could wake up at noon or in the afternoon as long as i get shit done) Took me years to fix it

How'd you fix it?

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

How'd you fix it?

Limited my daily coffee intake to 2 cups a day

Started waking up earlier with the help of alarm clocks

I would usually get up at 1 - 2pm, i set up alarm clock to wake me up at noon, then at 11, then 10. Now i wake up around 10 but im starting to go for 9 am

 

[iraqi]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

i been up for 3 days

 

[Gengar]

Really? Is there a reason?



I wish i could But im still a broke teenager



I remember you made a thread about this! I think i said that there's nothing wrong with listening to what she has to say incase you do have some symptoms. I still think that, i mean, better to know it than to not know it, right? - knowledge is power or something. Even if you had autism, i wouldn't think it's anything suprising (no offense, i have it myself)


How'd you fix it?

She’s mistaking my OCD for autism. I’m lucky enough to have been well-informed. I feel like they’re just handing out diagnoses like candy. I will try to sleep in an hour but I won’t be able to go to that place.

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Limited my daily coffee intake to 2 cups a day

Started waking up earlier with the help of alarm clocks

I would usually get up at 1 - 2pm, i set up alarm clock to wake me up at noon, then at 11, then 10. Now i wake up around 10 but im starting to go for 9 am

White noise (ventilator fan) also helps me fall asleep fast.

I dont meditate neither am very physically active - 2 things ppl say that help getting a better sleep. I should try them too, my sleep is less fucked up nowadays but not ideal either. At least i try to think positive things when i go to bed, before i used to dwell on negative thoughts and memories which were cortisolmaxxing and cucking my sleep

 

[BigBallsLarry]

She’s mistaking my OCD for autism. I’m lucky enough to have been well-informed. I feel like they’re just handing out diagnoses like candy.

I see, thats possible yeah.

And yeah true, they are. Most people that "diagnose" you do it mainly for the money - anything that makes you go for reoccuring visits or intrested in the topic is a goldmine for them, so even a slight suspicion is a diagnosis.

To be fair, i wouldn't be suprised if i don't actually have aspergers - but i 100% have ADHD. But i've done research and read books and it would add up, so idk.

White noise (ventilator fan) also helps me fall asleep fast.

That's good, i like any noise aswell. I've been sleeping to this one ASMR guy for multiple years now, because hes very chill and usually quiet which leads to a comfortable "white noise" feeling over random disgusting sounds.

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

i been up for 3 days

I pulled that in 1st yr of college. I felt i could even go for a 4 days without sleep - i was awake and not tired by the end of the 3rd day. But i had no reason to as my exams were over so I just went to sleep otherwise i was risking brain damage

 

[Gengar]

I see, thats possible yeah.

And yeah true, they are. Most people that "diagnose" you do it mainly for the money - anything that makes you go for reoccuring visits or intrested in the topic is a goldmine for them, so even a slight suspicion is a diagnosis.

To be fair, i wouldn't be suprised if i don't actually have aspergers - but i 100% have ADHD. But i've done research and read books and it would add up, so idk.



That's good, i like any noise aswell. I've been sleeping to this one ASMR guy for multiple years now, because hes very chill and usually quiet which leads to a comfortable "white noise" feeling over random disgusting sounds.

Yeah. This is supposed to be my third appointment but these earlier two appointments are going nowhere. It's just talking. I just sit there thinking "Did I leave the house for this crap?" And now they're misdiagnosing me and trying to get me tested. Nope. My time is worthless but it ain't that worthless that I'm going to waste my time completely.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Yeah. This is supposed to be my third appointment but these earlier two appointments are going nowhere. It's just talking. I just sit there thinking "Did I leave the house for this crap?" And now they're misdiagnosing me and trying to get me tested. Nope. My time is worthless but it ain't that worthless that I'm going to waste my time completely.

Can't you just.. stop going? It's really just a money scheme, i'ts why i stopped going to therapists and psychiatrists. These guys don't want any good for you.

 

[iraqi]

I pulled that in 1st yr of college. I felt i could even go for a 4 days without sleep - i was awake and not tired by the end of the 3rd day. But i had no reason to as my exams were over so I just went to sleep otherwise i was risking brain damage

So were studying and not tired?

 

[Gengar]

Can't you just.. stop going? It's really just a money scheme, i'ts why i stopped going to therapists and psychiatrists. These guys don't want any good for you.

Yes, I can. I wasn't obligated to go, I just thought it was supposed to be one-time visit but they keep making appointments. Hm, they're not getting paid for by me so I don't necessarily think it's a money scheme per se, but could be wrong!

 

[MANLETprettyBOY]

it's 5:11 now so i basically have to get up and start getting ready to school

I've been playing all the mods 9 - to the sky to kill time It's a very enjoyable modpack



I have long term insomnia, caused mainly by chronic stress and past trauma at night (my mind was fucked and i had hallucinations and panic attacks every night as a child)

I usually take medication to sleep but it ended recently and i have to wait untill i can get new ones

@BeanCelll @MANLETprettyBOY @GynoGladiator @Mogsgymmaxx

My twin I have the same reason folks my mind just turn off at night no matter what man that shit was worst early 2024 man I couldnt sleep at all unless I pop some Benzo or some shit

 

[Mizi44]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

Melatonin helped me alot also jerking off made me sleep like a hibernating bear

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Yes, I can. I wasn't obligated to go, I just thought it was supposed to be one-time visit but they keep making appointments. Hm, they're not getting paid for by me so I don't necessarily think it's a money scheme per se, but could be wrong!

you're not paying for it?

Is it like your insurance or something? Im not knowledgable on adult stuff

Melatonin helped me alot also jerking off made me sleep like a hibernating bear

Doesn't work for me, and i dont really like jerking off. Seems to work wonders on @Gengar tho, atleast after the 7th time

My twin I have the same reason folks my mind just turn off at night no matter what man that shit was worst early 2024 man I couldnt sleep at all unless I pop some Benzo or some shit

Twins then

 

[Gengar]

you're not paying for it?

Is it like your insurance or something? Im not knowledgable on adult stuff



Doesn't work for me, and i dont really like jerking off. Seems to work wonders on @Gengar tho, atleast after the 7th time



Twins then

Yeah, I guess it's insurance? We pay monthly for healthcare so that's probably why it's "free."

 

[Gengar]

you're not paying for it?

Is it like your insurance or something? Im not knowledgable on adult stuff



Doesn't work for me, and i dont really like jerking off. Seems to work wonders on @Gengar tho, atleast after the 7th time



Twins then

Jerking off before bed helps sometimes, in my case.

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

So were studying and not tired?

Yeah. Power of youth

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Yeah, I guess it's insurance? We pay monthly for healthcare so that's probably why it's "free."

I see, same as it is in poland then. Although the NFZ is considerably very very cheap and is practically free. That's why polish people brag with free healthcare everywhere.

Jerking off before bed helps sometimes, in my case.

It does get me tired but it wears off very fast for me.

 

[Mizi44]

Jerking off before bed helps sometimes, in my case.

GOATED nigga

 

[Gengar]

I see, same as it is in poland then. Although the NFZ is considerably very very cheap and is practically free. That's why polish people brag with free healthcare everywhere.

It does get me tired but it wears off very fast for me.

The only Polish dude I personally knew well would always tell me he's not white because Poland isn't part of the west (according to him).

 

[iraqi]

Yeah. Power of youth

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What did u even run on

 

[Gengar]

GOATED nigga

I haven't jerked off in two nights. I'm going on day 3 of nofap (not that I planned it).

 

[BigBallsLarry]

The only Polish dude I personally knew well would always tell me he's not white because Poland isn't part of the west (according to him).

A lot of people say this, poland is still a pretty hated country all around and not only poles but slavs as a whole are boasted as "not white" by some people. As to why that is - no clue. I mean we're practically 100% caucasian no?

 

[Mizi44]

I haven't jerked off in two nights. I'm going on day 3 of nofap (not that I planned it).

Mirin, been no fap for 2 hours

 

[Mizi44]

A lot of people say this, poland is still a pretty hated country all around and not only poles but slavs as a whole are boasted as "not white" by some people. As to why that is - no clue. I mean we're practically 100% caucasian no?

Because western cucks while getting replaced by Arabs and Turks and Africans think they somehow superior to eastern European lolz

 

[Gengar]

A lot of people say this, poland is still a pretty hated country all around and not only poles but slavs as a whole are boasted as "not white" by some people. As to why that is - no clue. I mean we're practically 100% caucasian no?

It struck me as odd as well, because to us non-whites, everyone in Europe is considered "white," even if SFcels disagree with the notion.

 

[Gengar]

Mirin, been no fap for 2 hours

I'll bust a good nut tomorrow night.

Oh no wait.. maybe the night after that.

 

[Mizi44]

I'll bust a good nut tomorrow night.

Oh no wait.. maybe the night after that.

Gotta be no fap fot a bit tho ngl been indulging in it too much tbh but it helps me lose so much fat tho

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Because western cucks while getting replaced by Arabs and Turks and Africans think they somehow superior to eastern European lolz

It struck me as odd as well, because to us non-whites, everyone in Europe is considered "white," even if SFcels disagree with the notion.

I know right! I don't even know where that belief came from, some people say that poles are mixed mongols but thats not true, we have 0% mongolian genes

They also talk about how slavs are ugly - and yeah that's not false to a degree, but it in no way disqualifies that we're white

 

[Gengar]

Gotta be no fap fot a bit tho ngl been indulging in it too much tbh but it helps me lose so much fat tho

Feels better too after you take a one-day break, two-day break feels better, three-day break feels even better, etc.

 

[Mizi44]

I know right! I don't even know where that belief came from, some people say that poles are mixed mongols but thats not true, we have 0% mongolian genes

They also talk about how slavs are ugly - and yeah that's not false to a degree, but it in no way disqualifies that we're white

Slavs are ugly just as westernodis are i just gotta walk around here in Germany and i see how fuckign subhuman everyone looks no matter their race jfl if people geniuenly believe they race mog while cherrypicking worse than acctual cherrypickers

 

[Gengar]

I know right! I don't even know where that belief came from, some people say that poles are mixed mongols but thats not true, we have 0% mongolian genes

They also talk about how slavs are ugly - and yeah that's not false to a degree, but it in no way disqualifies that we're white

There's a sizeable Polish community. Most Polish people have blue eyes and blond hair in my experience, but my Polish friend (former) said that real Poles have brown hair and brown eyes like him, and said those Poles I mentioned are essentially Germans because of WWII and how Germany was forced to give up that region. I don't think Slavic people are ugly. Slavic women are on number 2 of most attractive women on the planet. Also, my friend who took the test actually had 1% Mongol ancestry. He also had huge calves and big arms and the widest frame I'd ever seen.

 

[Mizi44]

There's a sizeable Polish community. Most Polish people have blue eyes and blond hair in my experience, but my Polish friend (former) said that real Poles have brown hair and brown eyes like him, and said those Poles I mentioned are essentially Germans because of WWII and how Germany was forced to give up that region. I don't think Slavic people are ugly. Slavic women are on number 2 of most attractive women on the planet. Also, my friend who took the test actually had 1% Mongol ancestry. He also had huge calves and big arms and the widest frame I'd ever seen.

Lol well the German part isn't true since Germans got to the BIGGEST extend kicked out of there to east Germany

 

[BigBallsLarry]

He also had huge calves and big arms and the widest frame I'd ever seen.

I remember you talking about that aswell! my memory can be trusted after all

There's a sizeable Polish community. Most Polish people have blue eyes and blond hair in my experience, but my Polish friend (former) said that real Poles have brown hair and brown eyes like him, and said those Poles I mentioned are essentially Germans because of WWII and how Germany was forced to give up that region.

From what i've seen (and what is esentially a fact), most polish males have light-middle dark brown hair and light colored eyes (mostly blue but green aswell)

Your friend is completely wrong about the whole germans in poland thing, that's just not historically accurate at all. SOME german genes are in poles due to intermixing but its not anything that substantial. Poles cluster genetically closer to west slavs and baltics.

Lol well the German part isn't true since Germans got to the BIGGEST extend kicked out of there to east Germany

exactly.

 

[Gengar]

Lol well the German part isn't true since Germans got to the BIGGEST extend kicked out of there to east Germany

Are you Polish?

 

[Gengar]

I remember you talking about that aswell! my memory can be trusted after all



From what i've seen (and what is esentially a fact), most polish males have light-middle dark brown hair and light colored eyes (mostly blue but green aswell)

Your friend is completely wrong about the whole germans in poland thing, that's just not historically accurate at all. SOME german genes are in poles due to intermixing but its not anything that substantial. Poles cluster genetically closer to west slavs and baltics.



exactly.

Well even if he was wrong, do you think I'm gonna tell a swole mfer he's wrong? HELL NO!

 

[Mizi44]

Are you Polish?

Yes Polish 50% and 50% Brown it was a curse at first but now it's a. Sick blessing so exotic

 

[Gengar]

Yes Polish 50% and 50% Brown it was a curse at first but now it's a. Sick blessing so exotic

Right, you're the dude who's mysterious about his brown side.