i haven't spoken to my father in 4 months

[PeakIncels]

we live in the same house, I meet him everyday, but I'm not man enough to look at him in the eye, and face my problems, i feel bad sometimes, we both are stubborn, but i know he's hurting to see me in such a pathetic and miserable state

me and him haven't had a full conversation, in 4 months, the only thing we say is good morning, or night, that's it, we don't talk about anything else, and I'm still leeching off him like a pathetic worm, fuck me

 

[PeakIncels]

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[kababcel]

we live in the same house, I meet him everyday, but I'm not man enough to look at him in the eye, and face my problems, i feel bad sometimes, we both are stubborn, but i know he's hurting to see me in such a pathetic and miserable state

me and him haven't had a full conversation, in 4 months, the only thing we say is good morning, or night, that's it, we don't talk about anything else, and I'm still leeching off him like a pathetic worm, fuck me

If he was abusive, maybe you shouldn't see him

 

[PeakIncels]

If he was abusive, maybe you shouldn't see him

he isn't, it's just things are so complicated right now, idk anymore really

 

[kababcel]

he isn't, it's just things are so complicated right now, idk anymore really

Goodluck in life brah

 

[PeakIncels]

Goodluck in life brah

thank you

 

[Mitläufer]

we live in the same house, I meet him everyday, but I'm not man enough to look at him in the eye, and face my problems, i feel bad sometimes, we both are stubborn, but i know he's hurting to see me in such a pathetic and miserable state

me and him haven't had a full conversation, in 4 months, the only thing we say is good morning, or night, that's it, we don't talk about anything else, and I'm still leeching off him like a pathetic worm, fuck me

Why don't you move out

 

[PeakIncels]

Why don't you move out

because I'm just 17 and too weak to do anything

 

[browncurrycel]

we live in the same house, I meet him everyday, but I'm not man enough to look at him in the eye, and face my problems, i feel bad sometimes, we both are stubborn, but i know he's hurting to see me in such a pathetic and miserable state

me and him haven't had a full conversation, in 4 months, the only thing we say is good morning, or night, that's it, we don't talk about anything else, and I'm still leeching off him like a pathetic worm, fuck me

Speak to your dad man. From what you've described, he doesn't seem like a bad person.

Trust me, I haven't seen/spoken to my father since I was 5 and it hurts now. Don't be in a position where you would regret not fixing stuff with him while u still have the chance

 

[PeakIncels]

Speak to your dad man. From what you've described, he doesn't seem like a bad person.

Trust me, I haven't seen/spoken to my father since I was 5 and it hurts now. Don't be in a position where you would regret not fixing stuff with him while u still have the chance

I know, i know, I'm trying to muster up "courage" but i genuinely can't, i just stand in front of him and feel like a stranger, like I'm not his son, i know he loves me, he's the greatest man but at the same time i just, idk, j really don't , he treated me like shit for a while, and forced me to go inp, and i really don't know if i can forgive him for that

 

[jeoyw9192]

I know, i know, I'm trying to muster up "courage" but i genuinely can't, i just stand in front of him and feel like a stranger, like I'm not his son, i know he loves me, he's the greatest man but at the same time i just, idk, j really don't , he treated me like shit for a while, and forced me to go inp, and i really don't know if i can forgive him for that

Please bro just talk to him, I promise u won't regret it. I'm sure he definitely feels like shit from what uve described and would be even more hesitant in initiating the first move

 

[PeakIncels]

@crazyguy @MANLETprettyBOY

 

[MANLETprettyBOY]

Same for me aswell even tho I was born without a father I don’t talk to anyone at home I just eat in my room and stay in there 24/7 i dont even have close family or friends who come over im just a lonely person who’ll just live in solitude,

 

[crazyguy]

we live in the same house, I meet him everyday, but I'm not man enough to look at him in the eye, and face my problems, i feel bad sometimes, we both are stubborn, but i know he's hurting to see me in such a pathetic and miserable state

me and him haven't had a full conversation, in 4 months, the only thing we say is good morning, or night, that's it, we don't talk about anything else, and I'm still leeching off him like a pathetic worm, fuck me

theres probably no one in the world who i hate more than my father

 

[PeakIncels]

Same for me aswell even tho I was born without a father I don’t talk to anyone at home I just eat in my room and stay in there 24/7 i dont even have close family or friends who come over im just a lonely person who’ll just live in solitude,

do you have a job? if so which? it must suck, i have the same as well, but sometimes my mom comes over to check if I'm still breathing

 

[PeakIncels]

theres probably no one in the world who i hate more than my father

it's understandable, but why you feel that way towards him?

 

[browncurrycel]

forced me to go inp

What is inp?

 

[PeakIncels]

What is inp?

In patient

 

[browncurrycel]

In patient

I don't know the full context behind why he would do that, but Im sure that's what he felt would be best for u at the time

Don't spoil your relationship with him for this is all I'll say

 

[MANLETprettyBOY]

do you have a job? if so which? it must suck, i have the same as well, but sometimes my mom comes over to check if I'm still breathing

Nope I get paid from student benefits it’s still shit tho and not enough ive never worked in my life I just need a car badly I get highly paranoid when I go outside but I wanna save up and travel

 

[crazyguy]

it's understandable, but why you feel that way towards him?

i'll just say that he has never done anything for me, i'm suffering 24/7 because of the decisions he has made
he has never shown me the concept of a father's love and respect for his son
im hollow