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Found this forum recently so I’m not that aware of all the common terms yet so pls have patience with me.
In short, I started my life backwards. Was overweight for most of my childhood up until the end of high school or so. After that is when I had a reawakening. Lost 100 lbs, went to university, got a doctorate degree, etc.
I always had resentment for both men & women due to being socially exiled & rejected by these same people for most of my childhood but my true hatred of women started after reading the cold reality of female nature via red/black pill.
I’ve been casually reading this sort of content for about 4 years now, little by little & cannot get over my absolute disgust of women. Concepts like alpha fucks, beta bucks & the way that women trick men into raising kids that aren’t theirs, etc repulses me so much & I cannot get over them.
I’m 27 now & my parents have been pushing the idea of marriage but I absolutely cannot under any circumstance marry a woman knowing what I now know. I’m not even an incel tbh. I’m 6’2.5” tall, white, broad shoulders, full head of hair, & my face is probably an objective 6.5/10 and maybe up to 6.65-6.7 on a really really good day.
I truly hate women. Definitely not to the point where I’d ever consider doing stupid shit like harming them but I deeply hate them and don’t know what to even do. Is this going to be my life permanently? Hating 50% of the population indefinitely? I don’t ever want to get married and I don’t ever want a relationship. The most I’m interested in is casual sex but I don’t really have the looks to be relegating myself to a lifestyle of casual sex.
Also, my mom and my dad have had serious marriage problems for many years as well as my brother & those influenced me as well. Issues like infidelity, manipulation, etc & so red/black pill isn’t the first time I’ve been exposed of female nature, it has just amplified it much more.
In short, I started my life backwards. Was overweight for most of my childhood up until the end of high school or so. After that is when I had a reawakening. Lost 100 lbs, went to university, got a doctorate degree, etc.
I always had resentment for both men & women due to being socially exiled & rejected by these same people for most of my childhood but my true hatred of women started after reading the cold reality of female nature via red/black pill.
I’ve been casually reading this sort of content for about 4 years now, little by little & cannot get over my absolute disgust of women. Concepts like alpha fucks, beta bucks & the way that women trick men into raising kids that aren’t theirs, etc repulses me so much & I cannot get over them.
I’m 27 now & my parents have been pushing the idea of marriage but I absolutely cannot under any circumstance marry a woman knowing what I now know. I’m not even an incel tbh. I’m 6’2.5” tall, white, broad shoulders, full head of hair, & my face is probably an objective 6.5/10 and maybe up to 6.65-6.7 on a really really good day.
I truly hate women. Definitely not to the point where I’d ever consider doing stupid shit like harming them but I deeply hate them and don’t know what to even do. Is this going to be my life permanently? Hating 50% of the population indefinitely? I don’t ever want to get married and I don’t ever want a relationship. The most I’m interested in is casual sex but I don’t really have the looks to be relegating myself to a lifestyle of casual sex.
Also, my mom and my dad have had serious marriage problems for many years as well as my brother & those influenced me as well. Issues like infidelity, manipulation, etc & so red/black pill isn’t the first time I’ve been exposed of female nature, it has just amplified it much more.
