I hope I don't wake up, im just so fucking done

[UMIRINBRAH?]

What the fuck man i've always been this kid with "potential"

i dont know if feeling nihilistic is a biproduct of not achieving anything deemed as "success" according to societal standards

No car, no house, no money, no degree, no girlfriend, no friends, no family, just mom

Making money here and there through online shi like dropshipping, IG etc... nothing so consistent

What the fuck

Nothing to look forward o genuinely

ITS ALWAYS PAIN AND PLEASURE, CANCELLING EACH OTHER OUT

 

[UMIRINBRAH?]

scared to kms cz what if i dont die and remain half fucked up

 

[Sceptical]

 

[valentine]

mirin

 

[UMIRINBRAH?]

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never began

 

[RapeAllFemales]

Money is bluepill, NT is redpill and aesthetics is blackpill

 

[UMIRINBRAH?]

Money is bluepill, NT is redpill and aesthetics is blackpill

i get iois, im not chad tho so no girls are throwing themselves at me. Almost everytime I put in effort and approached, i "got bitches". i just dont want to do anything anymore