SecularIslamist
Islamist jihadi and intersectional feminist
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Reminiscing as an oldcel. Realizing when things I desire get handed to me on a plate, I run away.
Friendship, love, social life - I've had the opportunity to create long lasting ones, but I've always ignored or shyer away from these situation. Its truly an autist trait. When I was at uni I'd get invited to this and that, people would call me and say do I want to hang out with them, and I'd literally say no 'Im busy' (when I'm not) or make another excuse. Even if an 8 PSL Stacey came up to me and tried to make conversation, I would literally do anything I can to put myself out of the situation. I will probably spend years regretting and replaying the situation and why I didn't make a lasting impression.
Even though I say this I know I'll never change and will continue doing the same thing.
Autism kills.
Friendship, love, social life - I've had the opportunity to create long lasting ones, but I've always ignored or shyer away from these situation. Its truly an autist trait. When I was at uni I'd get invited to this and that, people would call me and say do I want to hang out with them, and I'd literally say no 'Im busy' (when I'm not) or make another excuse. Even if an 8 PSL Stacey came up to me and tried to make conversation, I would literally do anything I can to put myself out of the situation. I will probably spend years regretting and replaying the situation and why I didn't make a lasting impression.
Even though I say this I know I'll never change and will continue doing the same thing.
Autism kills.
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