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I can’t keep jerking off, the post nut clarity is rotting my brain,

after I nutted I was just sitting there for like 2 minutes just staring into nothingness, like a zombie, thinking about my oneitis and how much I need her.

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Only happens if you watch degenerate porn
The vanilla stuff post nut clarity is not as bad
 
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Only happens if you watch degenerate porn
The vanilla stuff post nut clarity is not as bad
Well sometimes I watch degenerate porn, but this time it was a pretty vanilla POV blowjob video
 
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be glad you still have that. i lost mine
 
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Don’t relapse
 
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its cause ur not recycling ur semen
 
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I can’t keep jerking off, the post nut clarity is rotting my brain,

after I nutted I was just sitting there for like 2 minutes just staring into nothingness, like a zombie, thinking about my oneitis and how much I need her.

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do u have a photo of your oneitis? im very fascinated by different peoples oneitises as i feel (or rather felt) so passionately about mine without too much real reason. its an interesting phenomenon, mixture of autism, longing for intimacy and puberty so i would love to hear about her, see her etc, because i know what it is like to be there.
 
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do u have a photo of your oneitis? im very fascinated by different peoples oneitises as i feel (or rather felt) so passionately about mine without too much real reason. its an interesting phenomenon, mixture of autism, longing for intimacy and puberty so i would love to hear about her, see her etc, because i know what it is like to be there.
I unfortunately don’t have any photos of her, she’s one of my classmates so I see her everyday. But I think she’s my oneitis because I see myself in her, it’s pretty weird to discribe it but she’s like the female version of me
 
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I don't experience any post nut clarity after busting to my daily 3 hour bbc hotwife pmv edging sessions, i feel more alive in fact
 
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also yeah, stop watching porn, not even for any like nofap bullshit, i think it just makes you genuinely appreciate the beauty in random girls you see on a day to day basis and makes your sex drive much higher, and allows you to form a healthier view of women (i know half of this forum thinks women aren't human, but if you want success with women, or to even just be a functioning human in todays society you can't think like this, and in fact, viewing women in a less misogynistic light (which porn disincentivises through basically just dehumanising women, and reducing the value of sex) can make life a lot more rewarding, and your interactions with your oneitis, and women in general much more special) I think you will be happier not watching porn, and really happiness and balance is what matters in life.
Keep appreciating art, appreciating beauty, fighting for what you know to be right, and being grateful to even have the chance to be on this earth and you will not lose. a very intelligent man told me that the devil will never win, and it is ok to find peace, I live by that, and i hope you can find worth in it.
 
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I unfortunately don’t have any photos of her, she’s one of my classmates so I see her everyday. But I think he’s my oneitis because I see myself in her, it’s pretty weird to discribe it but she’s like the female version of me
this is how i used to feel about my oneitis before i found out she was not interested in me and knew i was interested in her. Its a very beautiful thing to see yourself in someone, you feel greater unity with humanity at large which is a euphoric feeling. try to talk to her, try to not be weird, and hopefully something can come of it. And, even if nothing does, you can be happy with the fact that she made you feel the way you do in the first place. Good luck bro. GTB4L, find love in everything.
 
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also yeah, stop watching porn, not even for any like nofap bullshit, i think it just makes you genuinely appreciate the beauty in random girls you see on a day to day basis and makes your sex drive much higher, and allows you to form a healthier view of women (i know half of this forum thinks women aren't human, but if you want success with women, or to even just be a functioning human in todays society you can't think like this, and in fact, viewing women in a less misogynistic light (which porn disincentivises through basically just dehumanising women, and reducing the value of sex) can make life a lot more rewarding, and your interactions with your oneitis, and women in general much more special) I think you will be happier not watching porn, and really happiness and balance is what matters in life.
Keep appreciating art, appreciating beauty, fighting for what you know to be right, and being grateful to even have the chance to be on this earth and you will not lose. a very intelligent man told me that the devil will never win, and it is ok to find peace, I live by that, and i hope you can find worth in it.
This is the truth, porn is definitely a tough addiction im dealing with right now
 
This is the truth, porn is definitely a tough addiction im dealing with right now
and its sad because it goes hand in hand with being on places like this forum which can rot your mind if you arent proactive. I struggle with porn myself, and a lot of other people do too. Maybe try easypeasy method? that worked for me for a bit. another thing that worked for me was a seinfeild type bet (watch the episode "the contest" if you dont know what im talking about)
i put 50 dollars on the line with a friend to go for as long as possible without jerking off, and i got to 3 weeks, it got called off eventually though due to circumstances i cant really go into. good luck with your addiction.
 
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this is how i used to feel about my oneitis before i found out she was not interested in me and knew i was interested in her. Its a very beautiful thing to see yourself in someone, you feel greater unity with humanity at large which is a euphoric feeling. try to talk to her, try to not be weird, and hopefully something can come of it. And, even if nothing does, you can be happy with the fact that she made you feel the way you do in the first place. Good luck bro. GTB4L, find love in everything.
You sound very wise bro, I’d definitely try to talk her and interact with her more, i just feel way too attached to her at this point
 
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You sound very wise bro, I’d definitely try to talk her and interact with her more, i just feel way too attached to her at this point
thank you for the compliments, i am only as wise as my current knowledge allows me to be, but any opportunity to impart any of that knowledge to anyone else who is willing to hear it is an opportunity i will seize, theres not enough time on this planet to not jump at those chances. Your feeling of attachment has probably been built up from creating an image of her in your head, so if she dissappoints you, don't feel too sad (but do feel sad, it's important to understand and feel your own emotions, and negative emotions are part of the totality of your being, but dwelling too much can become cyclical). how old r u btw?
 
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thank you for the compliments, i am only as wise as my current knowledge allows me to be, but any opportunity to impart any of that knowledge to anyone else who is willing to hear it is an opportunity i will seize, theres not enough time on this planet to not jump at those chances. Your feeling of attachment has probably been built up from creating an image of her in your head, so if she dissappoints you, don't feel too sad (but do feel sad, it's important to understand and feel your own emotions, and negative emotions are part of the totality of your being, but dwelling too much can become cyclical). how old r u btw?
I’m 16 bro
 
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I’m 16 bro
nice! thats how old i was at the peak of that oneitis stuff, it hasnt gone away completely but i remember feeling so so strongly at your age. I am only 18 so not too much older than you, but I like to think that in the time since I was 16 i've matured a lot and had a lot of good experiences to reminisce on and learn from. Im gonna go have a smoke and then study for my final exams, so i wont be on for at least a few hours, but i wish you the best of luck! study hard, but not so hard you feel suicidal, and when you wake up every day and go to bed every night try to think of what you are grateful for and what you can do to become better. I am glad I could have this conversation with you, I only replied because you replied to my DG thread lol, so thanks to bladee for facilitating this interaction. In the end we will win. Have a blessed day
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and whilst im still here, here are some beautiful paintings. offtopic but i hope u and anyone else who sees these can stop for a moment and admire some beautiful art.
 
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nice! thats how old i was at the peak of that oneitis stuff, it hasnt gone away completely but i remember feeling so so strongly at your age. I am only 18 so not too much older than you, but I like to think that in the time since I was 16 i've matured a lot and had a lot of good experiences to reminisce on and learn from. Im gonna go have a smoke and then study for my final exams, so i wont be on for at least a few hours, but i wish you the best of luck! study hard, but not so hard you feel suicidal, and when you wake up every day and go to bed every night try to think of what you are grateful for and what you can do to become better. I am glad I could have this conversation with you, I only replied because you replied to my DG thread lol, so thanks to bladee for facilitating this interaction. In the end we will win. Have a blessed day
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and whilst im still here, here are some beautiful paintings. offtopic but i hope u and anyone else who sees these can stop for a moment and admire some beautiful art.
I love bladee, yung lean, DG etc, every day I listen to my drain gang playlists, so I had to reply to your thread. I’ve always been very grateful for what I have, because where I live, I constantly see people my age that have things way worse, they have broken familes, live in poverty, are worse off geneticly. But yes, I hope the best for you, i hope you do great on your exam and live a peaceful life doing what you enjoy. 💯🛡️
 
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I love bladee, yung lean, DG etc, every day I listen to my drain gang playlists, so I had to reply to your thread. I’ve always been very grateful for what I have, because where I live, I constantly see people my age that have things way worse, they have broken familes, live in poverty, are worse off geneticly. But yes, I hope the best for you, i hope you do great on your exam and live a peaceful life doing what you enjoy. 💯🛡️
back from my smoke and just thought id check .org one last time before studying, happy you are able to understand and be grateful for your position in life, so many people just arent, and dont understand the abject poverty or terrible family lives that so many people have to go through, it shows maturity, i think you will grow up to be a very good adult if you keep that attitude. thank you for the well wishes.
 
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I can’t keep jerking off, the post nut clarity is rotting my brain,

after I nutted I was just sitting there for like 2 minutes just staring into nothingness, like a zombie, thinking about my oneitis and how much I need her.

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nothing will make you feel as good like beting yo meat to sims 4
 
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also yeah, stop watching porn, not even for any like nofap bullshit, i think it just makes you genuinely appreciate the beauty in random girls you see on a day to day basis and makes your sex drive much higher, and allows you to form a healthier view of women (i know half of this forum thinks women aren't human, but if you want success with women, or to even just be a functioning human in todays society you can't think like this, and in fact, viewing women in a less misogynistic light (which porn disincentivises through basically just dehumanising women, and reducing the value of sex) can make life a lot more rewarding, and your interactions with your oneitis, and women in general much more special) I think you will be happier not watching porn, and really happiness and balance is what matters in life.
Keep appreciating art, appreciating beauty, fighting for what you know to be right, and being grateful to even have the chance to be on this earth and you will not lose. a very intelligent man told me that the devil will never win, and it is ok to find peace, I live by that, and i hope you can find worth in it.
so so trve, bump so more people see this

I would also add that social media has the same effect. Getting spammed with frauded ideals on instagram, tiktok, pinterest etc. fries tf out of your brain and makes you apathetic towards a lot of the small beauties of life.
 
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same I busted a fat nut then cried and felt like jumping off the Empire State Building
 
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so so trve, bump so more people see this

I would also add that social media has the same effect. Getting spammed with frauded ideals on instagram, tiktok, pinterest etc. fries tf out of your brain and makes you apathetic towards a lot of the small beauties of life.
this forum is scared of the trvth that women are human too and you should probably respect them :lul:
 
I can’t keep jerking off, the post nut clarity is rotting my brain,

after I nutted I was just sitting there for like 2 minutes just staring into nothingness, like a zombie, thinking about my oneitis and how much I need her.

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Slowly transition to only using your imagination to jerk off.
 

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