
Spamorzz
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I Know it gonna hurt like hell a week from now on right now im pretty chill ab it but I post this to remind myself that I need this for myself and I do it for her. I hope yall dont need to experience something like this ever bc its gutwrenching to know someone you love or used to loved w your entire soul is crying her eyes out bc of you but im aware that were awful for eachother our relationship was going downhill and only I could realize it bc she was too immature. I knew this would happen before I dated her but I was so blind and now I dont regret anything. I had such marvelous experiences w her and im glad to have them in my memory even if I cant ever see her again. I just hope she will remember me for the same thing, and that is I tried to be the best man for her and now im gonna try to be it for myself. I dont know if I should tag this as lifefuel or venting I just posted venting bc im listening to radiohead and allat shit as I write this nonsense but im happy to know im doing the right thing right now. I learnt 2 lessons tho, never get back with your ex, its gonna end up far more painful most of the times and also to never let a girl love me to the point they dont love therselves anymore cause that just makes it agony for her when I leave and now I feel like a dick
yall can say dnr to this I just felt off and wanted to write this somewhere it can be read rather than throwing it into a trash can. Regardless, I love this community and feel safe to share this w yall and ill be better soon