I just had a meltdown in front of my mom

[kurd]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

I also literally have 0 friends IRL, cause im a fucking loser and can’t even talk with people properly.. And all my old friends backstabbed me. I literally only have 1 friend and he lives in a different city

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

 

[Mr_Peptide_Pinner]

damn bro

 

[redeemthecard]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

if this isnt larp then im sorry bro

 

[Framem4xx]

become the robber
instant t boost

 

[JordanFagget271]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

I also literally have 0 friends IRL, cause im a fucking loser and can’t even talk with people properly.. And all my old friends backstabbed me. I literally only have 1 friend and he lives in a different city

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

i mean instead of saying "just hit gym and sunbathe" since u alr know that, so id actually recommend just finding some friends, but irl, ik its prob very hard, but that will boost ur mood by alot, and then everything will become easier, and if u alr have them, try going with them to gym and everything

 

[heightmax]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

I also literally have 0 friends IRL, cause im a fucking loser and can’t even talk with people properly.. And all my old friends backstabbed me. I literally only have 1 friend and he lives in a different city

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

ur goated

i got robbed on my bday but i beat up the guy and got back my watch

 

[kurd]

if this isnt larp then im sorry bro

Its okay.. i will probably kill myself soon, i literally don’t see myself having a future so whats the point

become the robber
instant t boost

I can’t.. I literally can’t, im too much of a loser to even attempt that

 

[JordanFagget271]

i mean instead of saying "just hit gym and sunbathe" since u alr know that, so id actually recommend just finding some friends, but irl, ik its prob very hard, but that will boost ur mood by alot, and then everything will become easier, and if u alr have them, try going with them to gym and everything

nvm js read that u dont have any friends irl, try to befriend some people at the gym, little by little every time ur there and then hit them up to go to gym together...

 

[redeemthecard]

Its okay.. i will probably kill myself soon, i literally don’t see myself having a future so whats the point

I can’t.. I literally can’t, im too much of a loser to even attempt that

get help bro

idrk what to tell u

 

[Painful Cycle]

unironically try admiting yourself to a mental hospital, you won't have to take brain washing drugs btw (from experience)

 

[heightmax]

Its okay.. i will probably kill myself soon, i literally don’t see myself having a future so whats the point

I can’t.. I literally can’t, im too much of a loser to even attempt that

chill bro life does get better
i tried killing myself before i know how it feels

give life another try
make it a new start
start improving

 

[kurd]

i mean instead of saying "just hit gym and sunbathe" since u alr know that, so id actually recommend just finding some friends, but irl, ik its prob very hard, but that will boost ur mood by alot, and then everything will become easier, and if u alr have them, try going with them to gym and everything

I wanna have fucking friends bro but i cannot get friends i am ugly, fat, socially introverted i cannot talk with people like a normal person, no one looks at me and even talks to me im invisible and i’ve been called ugly by people my whole life i have no good qualities, everything of me is utter shit, No one wants to become my friend

 

[bosnian]

shit dude

 

[JordanFagget271]

I wanna have fucking friends bro but i cannot get friends i am ugly, fat, socially introverted i cannot talk with people like a normal person, no one looks at me and even talks to me im invisible and i’ve been called ugly by people my whole life i have no good qualities, everything of me is utter shit, No one wants to become my friend

how old r u

 

[Mr_Peptide_Pinner]

Its okay.. i will probably kill myself soon, i literally don’t see myself having a future so whats the point

I can’t.. I literally can’t, im too much of a loser to even attempt that

3 fags about one year younger than me tried to rob me at a train station once and i was just lucky enought to find someone with some authority (train security dude) to back me so they didnt end up robbing me. Little fuckers took my deodorant can and threw it at me. I coped by listening to drill rap and fantasising about bashing them. It made me racist for a bit.

 

[kurd]

how old r u

19

chill bro life does get better
i tried killing myself before i know how it feels

give life another try
make it a new start
start improving

I am 99% sure my life won’t get better, my parents will probably force me to go to a therapist now since i had a meltdown

1. i am ugly
2. i am fat
3. i cannot talk with people cause of my autism and high inhib and being introverted
4. i cannot study properly im too low iq and i have adhd
5. i cannot even fucking walk properly

I have nothing good about myself, it is pointless to life this life

 

[heightmax]

19

I am 99% sure my life won’t get better, my parents will probably force me to go to a therapist now since i had a meltdown

1. i am ugly
2. i am fat
3. i cannot talk with people cause of my autism and high inhib and being introverted
4. i cannot study properly im too low iq and i have adhd
5. i cannot even fucking walk properly

I have nothing good about myself, it is pointless to life this life

idk then
suicide is demonized
but at the end of the day we didn’t decide to be born

 

[JordanFagget271]

19

I am 99% sure my life won’t get better, my parents will probably force me to go to a therapist now since i had a meltdown

1. i am ugly
2. i am fat
3. i cannot talk with people cause of my autism and high inhib and being introverted
4. i cannot study properly im too low iq and i have adhd
5. i cannot even fucking walk properly

I have nothing good about myself, it is pointless to life this life

trust me, ik itll prob sound like im a retarded rawcel but actually try raw meat atleast for a few weeks before u try to kys, worst case scenario u get sick but if ur alr planning on killing urself u prob dont care, best case scenario it cures ur depression, or atleast a part of it so that u actually wanna wake up tomorrow. just search good for organ meat if u wanna eat that, tho u prob alr know all that since ur a luminary, and maybe im the one being stupid here

 

[Nebelix28]

Damn bhai I’m here for You and we (yes we all) belive in you!

 

[StacySexuaI]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Wtf where do you live that you would get randomly robbed and it be considered normal.
Geomax should be n1 priority for you in life because that is fucked up.

 

[algerianmogger]

How Jiu jutsu, Boxing and Wrestling are looking at you right now :

 

[.Cx]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

I also literally have 0 friends IRL, cause im a fucking loser and can’t even talk with people properly.. And all my old friends backstabbed me. I literally only have 1 friend and he lives in a different city

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

Sorry for this bro, your parents sounds like a problem why the fuck blames their kid for getting robbed?
Not saying to do this but I would walk out of that fucking house and take my ass to the gym anyways they can't call the cops or anything.

 

[Nassim]

Jesus christ, bro i am sorry.

 

[algerianmogger]

Jesus christ, bro i am sorry.

Are you Christian sahbi?

 

[Vazelrr]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

I also literally have 0 friends IRL, cause im a fucking loser and can’t even talk with people properly.. And all my old friends backstabbed me. I literally only have 1 friend and he lives in a different city

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

Did the robbers have weapons

 

[Glorious King]

if i remember correctly
u were rated a solid htn
and since u lost weight
u have ascended

so you mogger

 

[calvinc]

and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah

arabmutt permacucked better luck next time

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

ADHDpill isnt that bad of a pill tbh, plenty of nts with adhd. The autism is brutal though, just leanmaxx in your crib bro, don’t stop ur momentum. Let ur parents be your fuel. When my parents started putting heavy restrictions on me, I straight up ran away from home, with full intention to not visit them until an extended period of time. If you have to be, be assertive, and leave nigga.

 

[Nassim]

if i remember correctly
u were rated a solid htn
and since u lost weight
u have ascended

so you mogger

He is probably good looking, but probably got bullied his whole life for being ugly in his past and thats why he's so insecure, i've seen his face aswell. Brutal mentalcel

 

[Glorious King]

He is probably good looking, but probably got bullied his whole life for being ugly in his past and thats why he's so insecure, i've seen his face aswell. Brutal mentalcel

legit dude mogs me

yet he's sad

such is life

 

[Roos]

bro try adhd meds, those make you lose weight like crazy. I am on those and food disgusts me though-out the day so I just don’t eat. You’ll get skinny, be able to study and not feeling fucking depressed the entire day. you got it, bro.

Also, you have people in your life that know care about you such as a gf? Talk w her about this kinda shit bru. Also your friend from another city would understand, hit him up also.

I know more people care about you than you think

 

[WrothEnd]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

I also literally have 0 friends IRL, cause im a fucking loser and can’t even talk with people properly.. And all my old friends backstabbed me. I literally only have 1 friend and he lives in a different city

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

I'm in simillar postion. What helped me is finding a goal. For the life of me I could never stick to a hobby so if that's also you, try to focus on your career, but if you enjoy something like the gym, keep going. It can really give you confidence once you improve and see progresss.

Regarding looks, you HAVE to do everything in your power to improve, at least softmaxxing. You CANNOT be fat in this day and age. It's a death sentence. I can help you with tips to loose weight naturally if that's the only path you want.

Inhibition can get better if you get a job especailly one where you have to talk with people. On special events certain drugs are also useful but that's a bit more complicated and it depends if you're okay with taking them

If you want to talk more hit pms I am more than happy to talk to someone

 

[kurd]

bro try adhd meds, those make you lose weight like crazy. I am on those and food disgusts me though-out the day so I just don’t eat. You’ll get skinny, be able to study and not feeling fucking depressed the entire day. you got it, bro.

Also, you have people in your life that know care about you such as a gf? Talk w her about this kinda shit bru. Also your friend from another city would understand, hit him up also.

I know more people care about you than you think

I ordered Vyvansee

Thank u

 

[kurd]

I'm in simillar postion. What helped me is finding a goal. For the life of me I could never stick to a hobby so if that's also you, try to focus on your career, but if you enjoy something like the gym, keep going. It can really give you confidence once you improve and see progresss.

Regarding looks, you HAVE to do everything in your power to improve, at least softmaxxing. You CANNOT be fat in this day and age. It's a death sentence. I can help you with tips to loose weight naturally if that's the only path you want.

Inhibition can get better if you get a job especailly one where you have to talk with people. On special events certain drugs are also useful but that's a bit more complicated and it depends if you're okay with taking them

If you want to talk more hit pms I am more than happy to talk to someone

Im still losing weight, it just in my head i think i won’t even look good fat. I have lost 10kg so far and see no difference. Im on dnp and reta

 

[WrothEnd]

Im still losing weight, it just in my head i think i won’t even look good fat. I have lost 10kg so far and see no difference. Im on dnp and reta

Progress is still progress, it may take a while

 

[kurd]

How Jiu jutsu, Boxing and Wrestling are looking at you right now :
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I wanted to do MMA, but the trainings are only at 9 pm. and my dad doesnt allow me to

 

[kurd]

Wtf where do you live that you would get randomly robbed and it be considered normal.
Geomax should be n1 priority for you in life because that is fucked up.

Netherlands

 

[looksmaxxed]

browns.org

 

[StacySexuaI]

Netherlands

Wtf, the west has fallen unironically if this is true.

 

[nuisance]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

I also literally have 0 friends IRL, cause im a fucking loser and can’t even talk with people properly.. And all my old friends backstabbed me. I literally only have 1 friend and he lives in a different city

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

First off, why are you fat

 

[algerianmogger]

I wanted to do MMA, but the trainings are only at 9 pm. and my dad doesnt allow me to

Excuses
Look for another gym
Or at the very least start by yourself and buy a punching bag. Atleast learn how to throw a punch. Mix it with working out and you will be fine my brother. If the guy who robbed you didn't have a gun on him and you blew his head up with a rock then the law would be on your side

 

[turkcelfatcel]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

I also literally have 0 friends IRL, cause im a fucking loser and can’t even talk with people properly.. And all my old friends backstabbed me. I literally only have 1 friend and he lives in a different city

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

Deserved for separatists

 

[Tigermoggerlol]

I’m 19, and I have trauma from people robbing me on the street. After it happened, I ran back home crying and told my parents what happened. They said it was my fault for going outside so late (it was 9 pm).

Now, for the past 6 weeks, I’ve not been allowed to go outside after 4 pm. Today, I told them I wanted to go to the gym it was 5 pm, and my mom called my dad to ask. He said no.

I completely fucking lost it. I started smashing walls, slamming doors, crying, and screaming, saying I’m such a loser, I’m ugly, fat, I can’t even talk to people socially because I’ve been an introverted loser my whole life, only being online. My autism and ADHD don’t help either. I can’t fucking study without pills.

I called myself retarded, ugly, and fat in front of my mom. I can’t even fucking walk properly, and I’m not a fucking man at all. Instead of crying and running home, I should’ve done something back to the people who robbed me instead of being a pussy.

I’m such a loser, and my mom told me to go to a therapist and to pray to Allah to make my life better, and that I’m not ugly. First of all, Allah isn’t real, and I am fucking ugly. I’m an utter loser.

I also literally have 0 friends IRL, cause im a fucking loser and can’t even talk with people properly.. And all my old friends backstabbed me. I literally only have 1 friend and he lives in a different city

God i just wanna kill my fucking self im a legit loser i have no fucking future nothing, i have nothing good about myself i have no good qualities nothing im a fucking loser

Brutal