I just shouted “I want to kill myself!” at the top of my lungs

[Society hates me]

I am really not doing well at all. I have had an absolutely horrible fucking last five years. It’s all becoming too much.

I went out for a walk around the neighborhood and just randomly while out on the walk I screamed I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF
at the top of my lungs.

I hope all the boomers and normies having parties hear it. Boy I hate myself and my life so much

 

[NotsoNolann]

I am really not doing well at all. I have had an absolutely horrible fucking last five years. It’s all becoming too much.

I went out for a walk around the neighborhood and just randomly while out on the walk I screamed I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF
at the top of my lungs.

I hope all the boomers and normies having parties hear it. Boy I hate myself and my life so much

Sorry your life isn’t going so good but the answer is never to kill yourself, I would recommend connecting with what you love most for me it’s being outside in nature

 

[Society hates me]

Sorry your life isn’t going so good but the answer is never to kill yourself, I would recommend connecting with what you love most for me it’s being outside in nature

I live in a fucking city.

 

[NotsoNolann]

I live in a fucking city.

Dam that sucks

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

I am really not doing well at all. I have had an absolutely horrible fucking last five years. It’s all becoming too much.

I went out for a walk around the neighborhood and just randomly while out on the walk I screamed I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF
at the top of my lungs.

I hope all the boomers and normies having parties hear it. Boy I hate myself and my life so much

Don't kys bro, all I can say cz I'm not doing well too and I can't even help myself. But yeah don't do that

 

[afroheadluke]

how old are you?

 

[Society hates me]

how old are you?

27

Kissless handholdless, jobless, rejected loser virgin.

Everything I try fails

 

[looksovernt]

"Jarvis, I'm low on reps"

 

[afroheadluke]

27

Kissless handholdless, jobless, rejected loser virgin.

Everything I try fails

why jobless

 

[User28823]

they couldnt give af tbh

 

[IHATEINDIANS]

What will it do?

It all ends eventually. What if your struggle really does eventually have meaning? Obviously mostly a cope, but there's a chance.

Life really isn't long so it seems wasteful to giveaway the only one you have. Even if the rest sucks, at least you know you never missed anything great.

 

[imontheloose]

You’re 27 and haven’t had the time alone to realise no one cares about your mental state? Screaming won’t affect anyone around you. If anything, they drunkenly laughed.

Life is meaningless and that’s all there is to it.

 

[Society hates me]

why jobless

Because of my personality I can only handle certain jobs. I’ve applied to custodian, nighttime security, shelf sticker at stores. Real subhuman jobs. But I’ve never gotten hired.

 

[tarkdriad33]

Because of my personality I can only handle certain jobs. I’ve applied to custodian, nighttime security, shelf sticker at stores. Real subhuman jobs. But I’ve never gotten hired.

ND?

 

[afroheadluke]

Because of my personality I can only handle certain jobs. I’ve applied to custodian, nighttime security, shelf sticker at stores. Real subhuman jobs. But I’ve never gotten hired.

comedy?

 

[Society hates me]

You’re 27 and haven’t had the time alone to realise no one cares about your mental state? Screaming won’t affect anyone around you. If anything, they drunkenly laughed.

Life is meaningless and that’s all there is to it.

I cannot cope with that. How the actual fuck am I supposed to survive 40 more years of this. I tried to rope three times this summer. But my brain just wouldn’t die.

 

[Society hates me]

ND?

What does ND mean?

 

[luuk]

I am really not doing well at all. I have had an absolutely horrible fucking last five years. It’s all becoming too much.

I went out for a walk around the neighborhood and just randomly while out on the walk I screamed I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF
at the top of my lungs.

I hope all the boomers and normies having parties hear it. Boy I hate myself and my life so much

boii ts is so intel core

 

[Swarthy Knight]

" do a backflip! "

 

[imontheloose]

I cannot cope with that. How the actual fuck am I supposed to survive 40 more years of this. I tried to rope three times this summer. But my brain just wouldn’t die.

You’re not meant to cope with it. Humans are too advanced for their own good. Death is their greatest rebellion, the most beautiful thing life has to offer.

 

[tarkdriad33]

What does ND mean?

neurodivergent

 

[Swarthy Knight]

What does ND mean?

Nigger Dick

 

[miloeatscookies]

I am really not doing well at all. I have had an absolutely horrible fucking last five years. It’s all becoming too much.

I went out for a walk around the neighborhood and just randomly while out on the walk I screamed I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF
at the top of my lungs.

I hope all the boomers and normies having parties hear it. Boy I hate myself and my life so much

You have us op, most realfags here are miserable too

 

[Society hates me]

comedy?

Like be a comedian? I have horrific stage fright. Some people have said that I’m funny over the years. But I don’t think I’d be able to be a standup comedian

 

[Society hates me]

Nigger Dick

I’m white. My dick is probably average. It’s about five inches erect and 3 inches soft

 

[Society hates me]

You’re not meant to cope with it. Humans are too advanced for their own good. Death is their greatest rebellion, the most beautiful thing life has to offer.

I tied the noose really really tight. My brain and forehead was fucking pounding too. Ears ringing. But I hung there forty minutes and still didn’t die.

Why the fuck can’t I die.

 

[imontheloose]

I tied the noose really really tight. My brain and forehead was fucking pounding too. Ears ringing. But I hung there forty minutes and still didn’t die.

Why the fuck can’t I die.

If this isn’t just utter bullshit, you restricted your jugular which is what gives hanging that imploding head feeling.

 

[Society hates me]

If this isn’t just utter bullshit, you restricted your jugular which is what gives hanging that imploding head feeling.

I put it above my Adam’s apple which is where carotids are. I made sure they were right overtop of my pulse.

 

[imontheloose]

I put it above my Adam’s apple which is where carotids are. I made sure they were right overtop of my pulse.

This is bullshit. You didn’t hang yourself for 40 minutes restricting your carotid. You restricted your jugular and didn’t go deep enough to actually restrict the carotid. If you actually restricted your carotid, you’d be unconscious within seconds or a minute tops and then soon die in your unconscious state.

 

[Society hates me]

This is bullshit. You didn’t hang yourself for 40 minutes restricting your carotid. You restricted your jugular and didn’t go deep enough to actually restrict the carotid. If you actually restricted your carotid, you’d be unconscious within seconds or a minute tops and then soon die in your unconscious state.

I mean I did it really fucking tight dude. I tried the robin williams method where you lean forward but your kneeling down. He was able to die by putting a belt around his neck. I used a rope and based on what I’ve read a rope constricts more and concentrates the pressure even more than a belt did. I really want to try again

 

[Society hates me]

This is bullshit. You didn’t hang yourself for 40 minutes restricting your carotid. You restricted your jugular and didn’t go deep enough to actually restrict the carotid. If you actually restricted your carotid, you’d be unconscious within seconds or a minute tops and then soon die in your unconscious state.

Plus apparently the carotid is the artery where your pulse is. That’s not THAT deep. Robin Williams did it with a regular leather belt. I tried it with a rope which concentrates way more pressure in a specific spot than a belt. If Robin Williams died why couldn’t I? Chatgpt says it only takes about 15 pounds of pressure to compress the carotids. That’s about the same amount of pressure as carrying a bag of groceries or pushing a door open. And I fucking tugged ALOT harder than that. I had one ligature around the doorknob and a second ligature that I was pulling with my hands so if I lost consciousness I would have a backup

 

[nuisance]

I mean I did it really fucking tight dude. I tried the robin williams method where you lean forward but your kneeling down. He was able to die by putting a belt around his neck. I used a rope and based on what I’ve read a rope constricts more and concentrates the pressure even more than a belt did. I really want to try again

bro is such a failure, can't even kill himself correctly

In all seriousness, though, don't. Why would you kill yourself if that was me id sell everything buy a one-way ticket to anywhere before i kill myself

 

[imontheloose]

I mean I did it really fucking tight dude. I tried the robin williams method where you lean forward but your kneeling down. He was able to die by putting a belt around his neck. I used a rope and based on what I’ve read a rope constricts more and concentrates the pressure even more than a belt did. I really want to try again

Partial suspension is a mid method. Despite Williams dying from it, you often can’t get enough force to your neck and if you can, it often won’t persist when you’re unconscious. It’s certainty viable and I have interacted with a few users who seemingly succeeded with partial suspension, but there are far more failures with it.

The ligature doesn’t matter so much as the execution does (lol)

 

[Society hates me]

bro is such a failure, can't even kill himself correctly

In all seriousness, though, don't. Why would you kill yourself if that was me id sell everything buy a one-way ticket to anywhere before i kill myself

I mean I have a nice collection of wool coats. I don’t want to sell everything. But I’d love to just fucking disappear and start over somewhere else

 

[nuisance]

I mean I have a nice collection of wool coats. I don’t want to sell everything. But I’d love to just fucking disappear and start over somewhere else

Then do that before you kill yourself at least, killing yourself is the final option. If your stuck, move until its impossible to move anymore. Mentally and physically.

 

[Society hates me]

Then do that before you kill yourself at least, killing yourself is the final option. If your stuck, move until its impossible to move anymore. Mentally and physically.

How do you just move to a different place? With the internet can’t prospective employers just see your whole employment history in an employment database somewhere?