I Just Want People To Like Me

[SnowyWeather]

Everything I do, it seems I do it for someone else. I pretend I care about other people's problems and stories so they like me more, I pertend I enjoy hobbies so that maybe the time I spend with other people will make them think better of me. I tried to look better because I thought it would make life easier. I pretend I don't hate every minute of school so I can seem like a good friend, I try hard and get good grades in all of my classes so that people don't think I'm stupid. I laugh at jokes that aren't funny. I smile for people I hate.

I just feel like a slave dancing around for everybody's amusement. The worst part is, I'm not even good at it. I have barely any friends, and nobody in any of my classes notice or care about me.

I don't know if I hate seeking validation, or just crave it.

Idk boring vent ig but i just wanted to get something off my chest.

 

[Frizbreeze]

u js want validation and attention bc u lacked it in ur childhood. Ion even blame u for ts tho, but u should probably look into ways to heal it before it gets too bad and u start faking illnesses or disorders.

 

[SnowyWeather]

u js want validation and attention bc u lacked it in ur childhood. Ion even blame u for ts tho, but u should probably look into ways to heal it before it gets too bad and u start faking illnesses or disorders.

lowk im still in my childhood gng im 14, but thanks for the advice

 

[Frizbreeze]

lowk im still in my childhood gng im 14, but thanks for the advice

but you're growing up to becoming your own person; there's like 4 years left til u finish ur childhood and get out into the real world, nothing can change ur traumas and experiences from ur pre-teen years now. But honestly I'd js recommend going out w ur friends more and getting more social interaction.