I just want to die

[TurboGhost]

Im tired of living this life watching everyone around me live happily. Im 22 its only going to get worse I honeslty cant wait to end it. Ive stopped going to the gym and ive lost 30 pounds of muscle from not eating. My semi decent body is the only thing I had going for me because my face is ogre. Theres a pain in the back of my throat. Multiple Jaw surgeries and fillers have not ascended me. But only made me look worse as a result. My jaw is botched, the angle is completely fucked. Fillers make me face look too wide and it goes flat.

I can't honestly wait to end it. My blackpilled brain cannot function in this society. I will not LDAR because that is not fair on my parents.
All sub 5 males should end it tbh there is no hope at love. All I wanted was to feel what its like to be loved and to give love. I get upset easily at couples in public smiling hand in hand. It’s the most brutal blackpill to swallow nevermind seeing chad going up inside your onitis. Its not even about sex Its about being wanted by someone to be validated and to be loved. That’s why incels banging escorts is giga cope they will never be fulfilled.

If your blackpilled and sub 5 there is no hope. Ill be sticking round here splerging 5+years of PSL blackpills before I rope.

 

[Framletgod]

JoinedOct 8, 2019Messages1

so whats the point of the thread, doesnt sound like looksmaxxing at all

 

[TurboGhost]

JoinedOct 8, 2019Messages1

so whats the point of the thread, doesnt sound like looksmaxxing at all

The only looksmax for sub5s is ropemaxing

 

[Deleted member 1127]

you won't do shit, high inhib pussy. if you had the balls to kys you would have done it already

 

[eduardkoopman]

watching everyone around me live happily.

Delusional observation. Most people are unhappy as fuck.

Im 22 its only going to get worse I

I'm 35 years old now. And life only got better, after my teens. And then still better after my early twenties. And then still better in my late twenties. And since then it kinda stagnated.

All I wanted was to feel what its like to be loved and to give love.

imo, and imo. It's kinda impossible to get Love as a man from women. Women love a man, only because of what he does for her. It's not unconditional. A man love for his woman, is more unconditional often then vise versa.
Woman love Chad, only becuase of the tingles he brings her. Woman loves normie betabuxx'er, only because of the provided lifestyle. Etc.....

x Its about being wanted by someone to be validated and to be loved.

I agree, that a woman choising you, is validation. I also felt alot off validation when I could bang a woman, kinda confirming my sexual or romantic worthiness in this world. That wanting to be loved, I don't think that one really exists in a long term way. Only woman and dogs are loved unconditionally; but us men we are only loved for what we can do/bring/give/etc.

 

[Deleted member 3045]

I'm 35 years old now. And life only got better, after my teens. And then still better after my early twenties. And then still better in my late twenties. And since then it kinda stagnated.

How tf do you even cope at 35? Youth's gone your body will only get worse and worse.

 

[Deleted member 2527]

Delusional observation. Most people are unhappy as fuck.


I'm 35 years old now. And life only got better, after my teens. And then still better after my early twenties. And then still better in my late twenties. And since then it kinda stagnated.


imo, and imo. It's kinda impossible to get Love as a man from women. Women love a man, only because of what he does for her. It's not unconditional. A man love for his woman, is more unconditional often then vise versa.
Woman love Chad, only becuase of the tingles he brings her. Woman loves normie betabuxx'er, only because of the provided lifestyle. Etc.....
I agree, that a woman choising you, is validation. I also felt alot off validation when I could bang a woman, kinda confirming my sexual or romantic worthiness in this world. That wanting to be loved, I don't think that one really exists in a long term way. Only woman and dogs are loved unconditionally; but us men we are only loved for what we can do/bring/give/etc.

you could argue men only love women for their looks.

 

[Deleted member 2227]

Kill yourself so, but you can go...




ER

 

[Deleted member 3045]

you could argue men only love women for their looks.

When you self-reflect and realize we are are a shallow species.

 

[Deleted member 2527]

When you self-reflect and realize we are are a shallow species.

we are just animals dude this is how we operate

 

[CopingCel]

Before you rope you can at least try some roids to get your body together in case your face is alright.

Im the last wanting to prevent you from roping, but you should at least tried everything before doing so.

 

[Mr manlet]

Wtf is with you dudes, go post on off topic about kys then kys.

 

[lookserumaxeru]

Before you rope you can at least try some roids to get your body together in case your face is alright.

Im the last wanting to prevent you from roping, but you should at least tried everything before doing so.

+1

 

[eduardkoopman]

How tf do you even cope at 35? Youth's gone your body will only get worse and worse.

The "youth" gone quote, is often true. But in my case, I'm lucky. I guess I have good genetics to stay young looking, and on top of that I nearly always have lived pretty healthily-ish. I have never smoked, never been fat/overweight, never been large consmer of drugs/alocohol. So lifestyle, was also pretty good. I also still have a full head of hair, although some grey is starting to appear a little bit.

I think I still look young, because I get regularly asked if I'm still a student or finished school alread. So I look about mid to late twenties.
Lookswise, I'm 10 years ahead of the curve atm. i think. Before looksmaxxing on my skin, I lookes about 5 years younger then I was. now with looksmaxing on my skin, I look about 10 years younger.
Now I will go do plenty stuff, to looksmax (on my skin largly) to keep staying 10 years ahead of the curve.

So my cope?
1. I think i look mid twenties/late twenties. I also still am and feel healthy.
2. I beleive men peak attractive years are when he looks mid 30's. source: (see at bottom of page, the link to where I get the idea of peak years)
3. I hope (and aim) to remain looking below 40 years old, untill my early to mid 50's. Which gives me another 15 to 20 peak years, still to life off on.
4. my forth cope, is that I don't like hoe LTR with a child happen in the Western world. Therefore, I'm hopeing and aiming to go to a country like Russia, Ukraine, or Vietnam, or etc..; when I'm around 50 years old, and hopefully rich enough to (semi) retire there as well. Then I will want to start having a child and family there, hopefully being able to be involved actively in the child life and rasing for the first 15 years. Then I'll be 65 orso, and the child will be able to do most thins on itself. Then I will still try to enjoy a couple of years, in a relaxed way. And then by 70 years old, I'll probably need to kill myself because the years ahead are just goaless wastes.

So that's my current cope plan. It may change alot over time, as it has done always

 

[TurboGhost]

you won't do shit, high inhib pussy. if you had the balls to kys you would have done it already

Its not about having the balls to kill yourself you kunt. You need to make sure you've exhausted all options and roping is the very last resort. Some people kill themselves for stupid reasons
plus knowing the pain you will cause to your family and friends makes it difficult to rope, its about crossing the threshold of pain where your existence become unbearable that only then it seems justified

For example the guy in your avi would be invisible to 80% females unless he had a good body or something going for him
Women standards are just too high nowadays