I just wanted to be loved and I end up here

Joe_Is23

Joe_Is23

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I really just wanted to be loved by another person I ended up here tho. It all started back in 2023 I had a friend who really got me into basic self improvement I was going to the gym I also recent ly got rejected by a girl too so that was my way of coping. My friend introduced me to looksmaxing in 2024 I deeply regret going into this rabbit hole. Now because of this I think Ive developed the worst of the worst body dismorphia everytime I see a flaw I get a panic attack. I really do hate this I wish that the blue pill was right
 
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it’s how we all got here :Smoge:
 
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i just wanna family and live in nature that's all i want
 
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all i wanted was my old itis' approval :feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy: not even sex, just her approval. but she was autistic and naive so she couldnt hide her disgust for me and pretend
 
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all i wanted was my old itis' approval :feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy: not even sex, just her approval. but she was autistic and naive so she couldnt hide her disgust for me and pretend
Damn bro im so sorry to hear that. This one time this girl that actually said that I looked good and I thought she looked good too it never went anywhere really because I simply didnt know how to talk to her I was very awkward so I lost the chance. Ive been bullied so much as a kid ive been beaten up all of this caused me to like hate to socialize with people
 
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I really just wanted to be loved by another person I ended up here tho. It all started back in 2023 I had a friend who really got me into basic self improvement I was going to the gym I also recent ly got rejected by a girl too so that was my way of coping. My friend introduced me to looksmaxing in 2024 I deeply regret going into this rabbit hole. Now because of this I think Ive developed the worst of the worst body dismorphia everytime I see a flaw I get a panic attack. I really do hate this I wish that the blue pill was right
U might be the first guy that goes through this omg
 
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Damn bro im so sorry to hear that. This one time this girl that actually said that I looked good and I thought she looked good too it never went anywhere really because I simply didnt know how to talk to her I was very awkward so I lost the chance. Ive been bullied so much as a kid ive been beaten up all of this caused me to like hate to socialize with people
i never stood a chance
 
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I really just wanted to be loved by another person I ended up here tho. It all started back in 2023 I had a friend who really got me into basic self improvement I was going to the gym I also recent ly got rejected by a girl too so that was my way of coping. My friend introduced me to looksmaxing in 2024 I deeply regret going into this rabbit hole. Now because of this I think Ive developed the worst of the worst body dismorphia everytime I see a flaw I get a panic attack. I really do hate this I wish that the blue pill was right
Same i want a hug
 
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If it’s impacting your life this bad then delete your account here and over time you will return to normal
 

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