PseudoMaxxer
It’s over.
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Its over for me…I NEED HELP.
I keep on calling every hot escort i see online, talk to them, get an appointment and not going…
I cope by saying that i do it only to stop being scared to call and talk to one, but i’m always closer to going and fucking one (losing my virginity to an escort would be a shame and i would 100% kill my self after it)
Also losing my virginity is the only reason why i keep on living, so i know my self and the moment i lose it (and to an ESCORT) it would definitely scar me and i would kill my self that week. (i already have the suicide kid ready in my room for any emergency)
I keep on calling every hot escort i see online, talk to them, get an appointment and not going…
I cope by saying that i do it only to stop being scared to call and talk to one, but i’m always closer to going and fucking one (losing my virginity to an escort would be a shame and i would 100% kill my self after it)
Also losing my virginity is the only reason why i keep on living, so i know my self and the moment i lose it (and to an ESCORT) it would definitely scar me and i would kill my self that week. (i already have the suicide kid ready in my room for any emergency)
