Leafarr
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what im about to say sounds fake, especially because of the number of posts i have and when i created the account, but thats because i used this site without an account and i just looked at posts and i didnt make any stupid posts (how can i ascend?)
it is crazy to think that this would not have been possible two years ago and it all started because of a girl i liked who did not even notice me, she was very pretty and that is what made me want to improve and eventually find this org. over time i improved and she started to notice me but i was too shy to even look her in the eyes
(she is dating now but her bf is ugly and short
, i think they smoke marijuana together, probably the reason why she liked him(a defensive response because she's already been raped by another boy, and has been harassed by several boys))
i have been talking to the girl i kissed and she literally cannot hold eye contact with me, because i am supposedly "too good looking"
. she said her gay friend told her "i am very handsome"

at school i keep noticing pretty girls staring at me and then looking away when i look back, girls that ive liked before
bp is fucking real but now whenever something goes wrong in my life like rejections, my response is to try improve even more
and after all that i still feel shy talking to women, and that is terrible because my friends call me a virgin (all of them got rejected by the girl i kissed because they are very ugly


) ive spoken to them before and they believe that what matters is the conversation not the appearance



()
it is crazy to think that this would not have been possible two years ago and it all started because of a girl i liked who did not even notice me, she was very pretty and that is what made me want to improve and eventually find this org. over time i improved and she started to notice me but i was too shy to even look her in the eyes
i have been talking to the girl i kissed and she literally cannot hold eye contact with me, because i am supposedly "too good looking"
at school i keep noticing pretty girls staring at me and then looking away when i look back, girls that ive liked before
bp is fucking real but now whenever something goes wrong in my life like rejections, my response is to try improve even more
and after all that i still feel shy talking to women, and that is terrible because my friends call me a virgin (all of them got rejected by the girl i kissed because they are very ugly
()