billymidnight
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TRIGGER WARNING: CSA
When I was 11 years old, I SA'd my 6 year old brother. I was exposed to porn too young and was SA'd by another kid when I was younger. I was with my friend from the neighborhood and we touched our privates to his. She got caught doing it again later on by my mom and told her that I did it too. I lied and said I didn't and my mom believed me. I feel so disgusting. We're adults now but the worst part is a few nights ago he asked me if I remembered when some neighborhood kids touched his private parts and that he felt like I was there too. I just said "Those kids did stuff to me so it's possible." But I didn't confirm or deny anything. Now I feel even worse for lying to him and I'm afraid he knows I'm lying. I'm just scared it's going to ruin my life if I admit the truth. My mom would know Iied, my brother would hate me, my bf was molested as a child and I'm scared he would see me so differently. I don't know what to do but the guilt is eating me up inside.
When I was 11 years old, I SA'd my 6 year old brother. I was exposed to porn too young and was SA'd by another kid when I was younger. I was with my friend from the neighborhood and we touched our privates to his. She got caught doing it again later on by my mom and told her that I did it too. I lied and said I didn't and my mom believed me. I feel so disgusting. We're adults now but the worst part is a few nights ago he asked me if I remembered when some neighborhood kids touched his private parts and that he felt like I was there too. I just said "Those kids did stuff to me so it's possible." But I didn't confirm or deny anything. Now I feel even worse for lying to him and I'm afraid he knows I'm lying. I'm just scared it's going to ruin my life if I admit the truth. My mom would know Iied, my brother would hate me, my bf was molested as a child and I'm scared he would see me so differently. I don't know what to do but the guilt is eating me up inside.
