
TheVoidInside
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i like RUNNING AWAY. Every time i go to a new enviroment i always want to leave because i never feel i belong.
i was suffocating inschool, i was suffocating in college, i was suffocating when i played in a band etc.
even now im trying to speedrun my PhD so that i can do something new. I want to move out to a different city and just disappear there.
And then i will probably not like that either and want to escape again.
because no matter where i go i CANNOT socialize. I never meet likeminded people, the people i meet are always hypercompetitive and neurotic.
so im always alone in the end. i will never find what i want in this life sadly.
i was suffocating inschool, i was suffocating in college, i was suffocating when i played in a band etc.
even now im trying to speedrun my PhD so that i can do something new. I want to move out to a different city and just disappear there.
And then i will probably not like that either and want to escape again.
because no matter where i go i CANNOT socialize. I never meet likeminded people, the people i meet are always hypercompetitive and neurotic.
so im always alone in the end. i will never find what i want in this life sadly.