I live for the dopamine i get out of (successful) small interactions

[choppedshyt]

9/10 of the times I'm nd and anything I try to say comes out weird, but there's always that one time where I say something and the delivery somehow comes out fine and I'm charismamaxxed for approximately 0.2 seconds


Legit something as simple as successfuly saying "have a good day" to the delivery guy and not showing any hints of autism produces enough dopamine to fuel me for the next week or so. It's like damn at least someone out there probably thinks I'm a social person, even if I'll never meet them again!

 

[MtnLord]

Same, I get excited and happy when i talk with someone outside my close friend group for more than a minute