I live in a constant state of cognitive dissonance

[cromagnon]

Pics where i look mogger: are not deleted

Pics where i dont: deleted with an excuse, i.e. "oh the lens distortion is so bad in this, gotta delete it its inaccurate to what i actually look like"

im such a coper @ey88 @wishIwasSalludon @mog_or_be_mogged @moredatesmorerapes @moreplatesmoreweigh @noobs @Bomber517

 

[mog_or_be_mogged]

Pics where i look mogger: are not deleted

Pics where i dont: deleted with an excuse, i.e. "oh the lens distortion is so bad in this, gotta delete it its inaccurate to what i actually look like"

im such a coper @ey88 @wishIwasSalludon @mog_or_be_mogged @moredatesmorerapes @moreplatesmoreweigh @noobs @Bomber517

not a single picture of myself on my phone I'm too subhuman and its over for me

 

[cromagnon]

not a single picture of myself on my phone I'm too subhuman and its over for me

we're polar opposites bhai i literally dont even have a single meme saved on my phone anymore its just a gallery of selfies and side profile pictures...

 

[cromagnon]

we're polar opposites bhai i literally dont even have a single meme saved on my phone anymore its just a gallery of selfies and side profile pictures...

gone are the days where i could send a funny meme in a conversation to break the ice...

 

[mog_or_be_mogged]

we're polar opposites bhai i literally dont even have a single meme saved on my phone anymore its just a gallery of selfies and side profile pictures...

damn my nigga thats brutal for me

 

[cromagnon]

damn my nigga thats brutal for me

its not in a good way im just analyzing them to find more failos

 

[Bomber517]

I read this in Trump's voice

 

[ey88]

I do this too

 

[mog_or_be_mogged]

its not in a good way im just analyzing them to find more failos

i do that but then immediately delete the picture after

 

[diditeverbegin]

we're polar opposites bhai i literally dont even have a single meme saved on my phone anymore its just a gallery of selfies and side profile pictures...

Resonate with this tbh, I remember during the summer my recently deleted was all pictures of my side profile as I scoured the orthotropics subreddit and plunged into a depression

 

[diditeverbegin]

i do that but then immediately delete the picture after

Same

 

[mog_or_be_mogged]

Same

i only have like 3 pics of my eyes and 1 pic of myself everything else is Opry, schizo shit and memes no NTness for my face

 

[cromagnon]

Same

it gets to a point where it is actually mentally unhealthy ngl but i know i wont stop because the blackpill is unfortunately real

 

[diditeverbegin]

it gets to a point where it is actually mentally unhealthy ngl but i know i wont stop because the blackpill is unfortunately real

Yeah I wish I never found this stuff because I was happier before but now I want perfection and to be at least 7 or 7.5+. I don’t want to hardmaxx, which sounds retarded, but I don’t want my children to be like me when I discovered orthotropics, thinking they’re deformed when in reality the inherited the trait from me. One thing that greatly helped me was seeing my failos, or at least perceived ones, on my parents and realizing it was hereditary instead of beating myself up over what could have been.

 

[diditeverbegin]

not a single picture of myself on my phone I'm too subhuman and its over for me

Was the same for me until recently but they’re in my eyes only folder, over

 

[cromagnon]

Was the same for me until recently but they’re in my eyes only folder, over

its the fucking worst when you see a picture you thought you deleted permanently

 

[cromagnon]

it

its the fucking worst when you see a picture you thought you deleted permanently

its like that obsessive feeling comes back if that makes sense