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Worship Nature
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I live in the most unnatural degenerate city in the world in a country with the worst country in the world
I didn't have my first real piece of meat until I was like 18 or 19
Before then the only meat I had was mixed in with other shit food and I was always constantly suffering from health issues 24/7
Spent my entire life indoors playing video games cuz of naturally being ostrasized and having nothing to do in free time
I always hated nature growing up and was a disgusting degenerate urbanite who unconsciously hated myself and unconsciously self-harmed my entire life
I b obsessed with nature rn and realise how much of it is my parents fault that I lived so unnaturally and realised that now I trying to live as naturally as possible the average person doesn't even try to live naturally they just live and still are a million times healthier and more natural than me
Like my parents even met at a nightclub or something. And everything about their life is meaningless and revolves around consumerism more than anyone else and they take drugs and eat vegan diet. Everything they "provided" for me was man-made they didn't care about my health whatsoever even when I was visibly unhealthy and even when I literally asked to go to the hospital. All my parents did all their lives before and after having me is drugs and completely fucking meaningless shit that not even the average degenerate retard urbanite slave can compare to.
And then I get disrespected by faggot slaves because they think I'm retarded when I'm the one suffering the consequences for my genuinely severely retarded parents which I had no control over.
But ye anyway ignore that
Basically was planning on just saying how I was looking at the Instagram accounts of random people from my old school that I look down upon for being normies but despite this without even trying they live way more natural lives than me. I have to work to get enough sunlight and to eat good natural food and to fulfil all my other natural urges whilst the normie just lives without thinking about anything. "Oh let's go to that nice restaurant on the weekend" and they'll happen to have steak or they'll casually go outside everyday to socialise and get all the sunlight and fresh air they need without even thinking about it.
And they do all this whilst working actual jobs.
Whereas I work to barely even be able to imitate how they feel everyday
I made thread about this before how life as an ugly man is a job itself
Like the amount of Instagram posts I see about ppl being out in nature, eating steak at restraints and even wearing clothes and having furniture that are natural. I thought it was rare and the only thing normies did was be promiscuous retarded degenerates 24/7
Cuz of not socialising enough I just projected my own past reality onto everyone else's and assumed that everyone ate a plant-based diet, constantly played vidya is mentally ill and unhealthy etc.
Normies aren't stupid they're just comfortably numb. Like if I was born average looking I'd just be like them I'm not special or unique or intelligent I'm just ugly and had no choice but to see reality naked reality for what it is
I didn't have my first real piece of meat until I was like 18 or 19
Before then the only meat I had was mixed in with other shit food and I was always constantly suffering from health issues 24/7
Spent my entire life indoors playing video games cuz of naturally being ostrasized and having nothing to do in free time
I always hated nature growing up and was a disgusting degenerate urbanite who unconsciously hated myself and unconsciously self-harmed my entire life
I b obsessed with nature rn and realise how much of it is my parents fault that I lived so unnaturally and realised that now I trying to live as naturally as possible the average person doesn't even try to live naturally they just live and still are a million times healthier and more natural than me
Like my parents even met at a nightclub or something. And everything about their life is meaningless and revolves around consumerism more than anyone else and they take drugs and eat vegan diet. Everything they "provided" for me was man-made they didn't care about my health whatsoever even when I was visibly unhealthy and even when I literally asked to go to the hospital. All my parents did all their lives before and after having me is drugs and completely fucking meaningless shit that not even the average degenerate retard urbanite slave can compare to.
And then I get disrespected by faggot slaves because they think I'm retarded when I'm the one suffering the consequences for my genuinely severely retarded parents which I had no control over.
But ye anyway ignore that
Basically was planning on just saying how I was looking at the Instagram accounts of random people from my old school that I look down upon for being normies but despite this without even trying they live way more natural lives than me. I have to work to get enough sunlight and to eat good natural food and to fulfil all my other natural urges whilst the normie just lives without thinking about anything. "Oh let's go to that nice restaurant on the weekend" and they'll happen to have steak or they'll casually go outside everyday to socialise and get all the sunlight and fresh air they need without even thinking about it.
And they do all this whilst working actual jobs.
Whereas I work to barely even be able to imitate how they feel everyday
I made thread about this before how life as an ugly man is a job itself
Like the amount of Instagram posts I see about ppl being out in nature, eating steak at restraints and even wearing clothes and having furniture that are natural. I thought it was rare and the only thing normies did was be promiscuous retarded degenerates 24/7
Cuz of not socialising enough I just projected my own past reality onto everyone else's and assumed that everyone ate a plant-based diet, constantly played vidya is mentally ill and unhealthy etc.
Normies aren't stupid they're just comfortably numb. Like if I was born average looking I'd just be like them I'm not special or unique or intelligent I'm just ugly and had no choice but to see reality naked reality for what it is
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