I look better, but feel worse than ever.

[Panchitosbroncs]

Today some girls were whispering something behind me and then one of them told me "You had a glow up" and some other stuff I can't remember, however, I'm not happy or proud.

I can't enjoy my social interactions because I feel like I'm bothering the other person while talking, and I can't also feel "safe" in my own house because my parents think I'm mentally ill or just an attention seeker.

I'm glad that I'm not a subhuman curry, but somehow some of them are happy with their lives, wich is something I can't be.

 

[hye732]

td some girls behind me in class said i was cute. i think i did my makeup rlly well

 

[Wicket]

Me no black me ecuadorian papi

 

[L88]

Me no black me ecuadorian papi

U black

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

td some girls behind me in class said i was cute. i think i did my makeup rlly well

I stopped wearing makeup because I see no point in looking better if I'm not able to start a conversation.

 

[Wicket]

U black

im white bro im on about @Panchitosbroncs

 

[unknownhtnfromeu]

Today some girls were whispering something behind me and then one of them told me "You had a glow up" and some other stuff I can't remember, however, I'm not happy or proud.

I can't enjoy my social interactions because I feel like I'm bothering the other person while talking, and I can't also feel "safe" in my own house because my parents think I'm mentally ill or just an attention seeker.

I'm glad that I'm not a subhuman curry, but somehow some of them are happy with their lives, wich is something I can't be.

its because deep inside u u wish to be a chad and not a mtn-htn

 

[unknownhtnfromeu]

im white bro im on about @Panchitosbroncs

who cares nga

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

im white bro im on about @Panchitosbroncs

I'm white too.

 

[Ahmed88]

Just take benzos, i slay 3x more with them then without

 

[Wicket]

who cares nga

who was talking to you
@Panchitosbroncs @L88

 

[Wicket]

I'm white too.

dont lie boy you're ecuadorian

 

[L88]

who was talking to you
@Panchitosbroncs @L88

Look his post rep ratio

 

[Staddber]

I stopped wearing makeup because I see no point in looking better if I'm not able to start a conversation.

Same here, bad at making conversation irl

 

[cryptt]

Look his post rep ratio

 

[Wicket]

Look his post rep ratio

omg

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

dont lie boy you're ecuadorian

Doesn't matter, I'm white.

 

[L88]

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Is this you and him?!?!?

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

Same here, bad at making conversation irl

I can't even start one online.

 

[hye732]

Doesn't matter, I'm white.

thats why i feel safe in this thread

 

[unknownhtnfromeu]

Look his post rep ratio

its not that bad breu

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

its not that bad breu

yeah yeah bro

 

[unknownhtnfromeu]

its not that bad breu

yeah yeah bro

i mog u

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

Today some girls were whispering something behind me and then one of them told me "You had a glow up" and some other stuff I can't remember, however, I'm not happy or proud.

I can't enjoy my social interactions because I feel like I'm bothering the other person while talking, and I can't also feel "safe" in my own house because my parents think I'm mentally ill or just an attention seeker.

I'm glad that I'm not a subhuman curry, but somehow some of them are happy with their lives, wich is something I can't be.

dnr, also your like those retards who make “the bp ascended me… but i was happier then” *insert sad bart simpson photo*

 

[cryptt]

Is this you and him?!?!?

No js wanna shitpost on random threads

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

dnr, also your like those retards who make “the bp ascended me… but i was happier then” *insert sad bart simpson photo*

I cut myself since I was 5yo and the thread is not about my looks at all, I just wanted to vent how bad I feel because nobody irl wants to hear my stupid voice.

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

I cut myself since I was 5yo and the thread is not about my looks at all, I just wanted to vent how bad I feel because no nobody irl wants to hear my stupid voice.

how tf do you cut yourself at 5, go to therapy

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

how tf do you cut yourself at 5, go to therapy

I think I was born retarded and yeah I'm going to therapy, but it's not helping at all, just making me feel more like a mentally ill person.

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

I think I was born retarded and yeah I'm going to therapy, but it's not helping at all, just making me feel more like a mentally ill person.

the only thing i did as a child was smashing my head as the floor, cleary shows bonesmashing didn’t work cuz my brow ridge is mid af

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

the only thing i did as a child was smashing my head as the floor, cleary shows bonesmashing didn’t work cuz my brow ridge is mid af

I remember bonesmashing a few years ago and all I got was a cut on my brow.
Hilarious times.

 

[xzylecrey]

I can't enjoy my social interactions because I feel like I'm bothering the other person while talking,

I can't even start one online.

that makes a lot of sense now

and I can't also feel "safe" in my own house because my parents think I'm mentally ill or just an attention seeker.

Theyll never understand i think

I'm glad that I'm not a subhuman curry, but somehow some of them are happy with their lives, wich is something I can't be.

Same but also this will always beat the alternative cus youll find happiness eventually

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

that makes a lot of sense now

Theyll never understand i think

Same but also this will always beat the alternative cus youll find happiness eventually

Ik it will get better (or at least hope so), but I'm geniunely feeling like shit now.