Pietrosiek
Jacked like larry
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Despite being shy kid i was very edgy. Once when older dudes were kinda making fun of me i fought with one. Who won? Nobody becouse dude seprated us. I was taller (despite being younger) and i was throwing some crazy punches and he coudlnt do anything to me. I also punched once and headbuted once my buddy. Then i was crying becosue i hitted my buddy. In home i was sometimes super agresive and edgy too. I could start punching and bite pillows when parents didnt agreed on something. I was biting my pencils when i was a kid and some dudes when punching me and i said that i didnt feel pain. I liked that idea of not feeling pain, being martial artist etc. My dad who train taekwondo (my uncle too and grandpa did boxing)
I think that if i was puted to martial arts at 11 or something when i was already helthy ( i had asthma as a kid) i would learn to use my agresion properly, chnge it to motivation, stop being so edgy. Now i feel lower t then i was then. I wanted to fight train martial arts etc. but i was putted to bjj at 14. Before at 13 i was planning to get into mma but it was all adult and my dad didnt agreed on that.
I remember when i was like 10 maybe when i dide some exercises with dumbells in home, very small weights but i did them for long time, i did circut training before joining bjj too. I was obsesed, now becouse of blackpill, i became depresed and its over type guy.
I think that if i was puted to martial arts at 11 or something when i was already helthy ( i had asthma as a kid) i would learn to use my agresion properly, chnge it to motivation, stop being so edgy. Now i feel lower t then i was then. I wanted to fight train martial arts etc. but i was putted to bjj at 14. Before at 13 i was planning to get into mma but it was all adult and my dad didnt agreed on that.
I remember when i was like 10 maybe when i dide some exercises with dumbells in home, very small weights but i did them for long time, i did circut training before joining bjj too. I was obsesed, now becouse of blackpill, i became depresed and its over type guy.