i lost the fucking plot

[Antipsychotics]

life is just so meh, so meaningless, so bland and boring. i have nothing that actually fulfills me, i just keep going for some unknown reason.

i think about roping on a weekly basis just because of my deep dissatisfaction with my life

yeah im HTN and get preferential treatment, but i dont even know myself anymore so its all fake and does nothing for me internally

 

[Antipsychotics]

i think im deadass losing my shit again

 

[CorinthianLOX]

I can lowkey relate

 

[Antipsychotics]

I can lowkey relate

everything around me is so superficial, i wish i could go back and redo it all but i cant. im stuck with it unless i can somehow change all of my surroundings

but then whos to say the superficiality wont just follow me around

 

[CorinthianLOX]

everything around me is so superficial, i wish i could go back and redo it all but i cant. im stuck with it unless i can somehow change all of my surroundings

Everything in this world seems superficial

 

[Toggle9877]

Tbh I've gave up on life

Like why can't an htn like me get iois from foids?!?

 

[Antipsychotics]

Tbh I've gave up on life

Like why can't an htn like me get iois from foids?!?
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u are not htn bud no offense

 

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u are not htn bud no offense

I'm bare minimum high mtn since my face has a lot of fat and bloating so if a lose that I'm gonna be at cl so rn I clame htn because it's the medium while my true rating is cl

 

[Daddy's Home]

Even foids have no idea wtf is going on anymore..

Life is whatever, either you're at the top of the food chain, or you're at the bottom, or you're somewhere in between, and you'll struggle your whole life to get to the top, while fighting not to end up at the bottom..

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Fr.

I started looksmaxxing to get laid. Now im just a monk

 

[roidsuser2]

Tbh I've gave up on life

Like why can't an htn like me get iois from foids?!?
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Lmtn

 

[Toggle9877]

Lmtn

I'll take whatever I cN get but I'm still htn

 

[roidsuser2]

I'll take whatever I cN get but I'm still htn

Keep coping

 

[Toggle9877]

Keep coping

Yessaar

 

[John6Enjoyer]

life is just so meh, so meaningless, so bland and boring. i have nothing that actually fulfills me, i just keep going for some unknown reason.

i think about roping on a weekly basis just because of my deep dissatisfaction with my life

yeah im HTN and get preferential treatment, but i dont even know myself anymore so its all fake and does nothing for me internally

Bro don't make ur serotonin contingent on people, that's gay

If I was HTN I'd constantly admire myself bc it's such an achievement and just imagine looking good

 

[Antipsychotics]

Bro don't make ur serotonin contingent on people, that's gay

If I was HTN I'd constantly admire myself bc it's such an achievement and just imagine looking good

yeah i do admire myself, everyday actually. i go out and look around and i look better than almost everyone i see.

Im absolutely dialed the fuck in right now, 9% bodyfat

i mean dude i look like fucking superman

im the best thing i see on a daily basis so when i go out no one ever really stacks up against me, and every girl i get with i know i can do better. so its the constant sisyphus-like struggle because my looks are so far above average, but im stuck down here wageslaving with all the LTNS

my status doesnt reflect my looks right now and it pisses me off. but im still working towards that level of status and its coming to me slowly

 

[John6Enjoyer]

yeah i do admire myself, everyday actually. i go out and look around and i look better than almost everyone i see.

Im absolutely dialed the fuck in right now, 9% bodyfat

i mean dude i look like fucking superman

im the best thing i see on a daily basis so when i go out no one ever really stacks up against me, and every girl i get with i know i can do better. so its the constant sisyphus-like struggle because my looks are so far above average, but im stuck down here wageslaving with all the LTNS

my status doesnt reflect my looks right now and it pisses me off. but im still working towards that level of status and its coming to me slowly

Nice man mirin

But j would admire myself more for fulfillment bc I wouldn't have thought to have gotten there

Well enjoy the progression not the journey bc as humans there's not really satiety

Just look at greedy ppl who want so much money even after u'd consider a certain amount life-changing

So if u live like there's no satiety and the road to greatness is infinite it'll be a nice way to be humble and a good realization

Even Platos the philosopher lived that way