MoggerGaston
Nobody mogs like Gaston
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Today I dreamed that I was in my exact current position in life: broke MTN student with shit social-life and 0 intimacy, total truecel dating life.
In my dream I managed to find a villa which was for sale, and somehow I cracked the passkey and everything to gain access to this empty villa. It had a big swimming-pool and I would start hosting parties here multiple times per week.
The villa was insane but I would keep everyone to the 1st floor and the swimming-pool only, and I would cleanup everything afterwards so that nobody would know that a party ever took place. The people selling the villa wouldn't have a clue that I was using it.
It was fucking amazing. At the end of my dream I even got -busted- by the owner of the villa, because he was giving a tour of the place to potential buyers, while I was cleaning up there. I explained everything to the owner, and instead of him getting mad at me, he was happy. He even gave me personal permission to keep doing what I was doing as long as it's cleaned and I fuck-off after the thing is sold.
On top of this villa social-life adventure, I met a MILF. Somewhere in her 40s but still really attractive. I would go to her place and we would have sex but the most important part of this interaction for me was her 'being my mommy' basically. Like I actually had a person I could share my struggles with, my pain, and instead of rejection for sharing these negativities, I found compassion and understanding.
This is what I crave for so hard in life. For someone to be intensily connected with me and not reject the negative parts of me. Instead give me compassion and understanding and help me overcome these struggles.
I dreamed of bath-tub scenes where she(the milf) was massaging me and I would talk about how I rot, why I rot, my struggles in life. And I would get a hug, love, affection and then afterwards she would tell me the things I should do. These are things I already know I should do, but completely alone IRL they don't carry emotional-weight so I don't do them.
With this milf having sex with me and me talking about my struggles with her and her being so affectionate towards me still, it made me feel great. It opened up everythin for me and actually wanting to fix my life.
Honestly this shit was amazing. I was partying on someone elses property, there was no sex or anything at those parties. The parties werent great or amazing. They were somewhat lowkey but cool. Like, I would invite a couple friends over to this amazing villa and I would tell them like: 'lol this not my villa man, but lets party lowkey'. type vibe.
Then the milf I was having sex with and who was so compassionate with me and helping me heal from my struggles.
Then you wake up in your life, and your life is completely garbage total trash with no way of ascending.
The first thing I did waking up today was getting a beer from the fridge.
I want to die
and live my dream-life instead.
In my dream I managed to find a villa which was for sale, and somehow I cracked the passkey and everything to gain access to this empty villa. It had a big swimming-pool and I would start hosting parties here multiple times per week.
The villa was insane but I would keep everyone to the 1st floor and the swimming-pool only, and I would cleanup everything afterwards so that nobody would know that a party ever took place. The people selling the villa wouldn't have a clue that I was using it.
It was fucking amazing. At the end of my dream I even got -busted- by the owner of the villa, because he was giving a tour of the place to potential buyers, while I was cleaning up there. I explained everything to the owner, and instead of him getting mad at me, he was happy. He even gave me personal permission to keep doing what I was doing as long as it's cleaned and I fuck-off after the thing is sold.
On top of this villa social-life adventure, I met a MILF. Somewhere in her 40s but still really attractive. I would go to her place and we would have sex but the most important part of this interaction for me was her 'being my mommy' basically. Like I actually had a person I could share my struggles with, my pain, and instead of rejection for sharing these negativities, I found compassion and understanding.
This is what I crave for so hard in life. For someone to be intensily connected with me and not reject the negative parts of me. Instead give me compassion and understanding and help me overcome these struggles.
I dreamed of bath-tub scenes where she(the milf) was massaging me and I would talk about how I rot, why I rot, my struggles in life. And I would get a hug, love, affection and then afterwards she would tell me the things I should do. These are things I already know I should do, but completely alone IRL they don't carry emotional-weight so I don't do them.
With this milf having sex with me and me talking about my struggles with her and her being so affectionate towards me still, it made me feel great. It opened up everythin for me and actually wanting to fix my life.
Honestly this shit was amazing. I was partying on someone elses property, there was no sex or anything at those parties. The parties werent great or amazing. They were somewhat lowkey but cool. Like, I would invite a couple friends over to this amazing villa and I would tell them like: 'lol this not my villa man, but lets party lowkey'. type vibe.
Then the milf I was having sex with and who was so compassionate with me and helping me heal from my struggles.
Then you wake up in your life, and your life is completely garbage total trash with no way of ascending.
The first thing I did waking up today was getting a beer from the fridge.
I want to die
and live my dream-life instead.
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