DarkHorizon
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well, im 22 and I realize I have made in absolutely nowhere in my 4 years of college, and pretty soon I will be old. My youth was completely wasted, while my friends from high school all got invited to parties and had fun, I got absolutely nowhere, nobody talked to me, and then my friends would come to me and ask "have you met anybody yet?". I know they were mostly well meaning, but all I did once I got home was bash my face in with a bat. I feel like its the best cope. Self punishment feels good to me. I like seeing my face bloodied and swollen in the mirror. I think pretty soon i'll end up going too far and I wont be able to handle anymore. I hope that day comes soon, id rather die now, than experience the rest of my life. Im done with this shit.
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