GreekSubhuman🇦🇷🇬
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Listening to this in a cold morning (is summer here but we got shitty climate this summer), the lyrics are beautiful and touch my heart, bring me so many memories, so many things i have been thru this years and with the company of this music.
Hard to remember when i discovered this when i was 14 y.o, a truly dark era, i remember to be treated like shit in school, mocked and getting my ass beaten everyday, and after that come to My house and have to see brutal things, like when my grandma, the person who raised me, who had to be amputated in that year, fell out of her chair one day, (when she was alone bc everybody were on work or school) and i found her crying saying that she didn't wanted to live anymore. Fucking Brutal to see that, makes me cry everytime i remember that moment, plus of course i was helping her everyday and i had to see how demoralized she was, her last years were very hard, brutal to see.
My life was a torture in that times, also much time alone cuz my parents were working, so i remember being in the garden of My house watching the sky listening to some Molchat Doma, Chernikovskaya Hata and that was the only good moment of the day.
Rn i am listening in a kinda pussy moment, cuz i simply feel so Bad bc i am mental retard, i fucked up things with my crush in this new years night, i have probably autism or smth, i can't be this retard. But listening to this make me remember how much time this music has been my company this teen years, that are coming to an end for me soon.
